Getting Home

There are many ways to get hime

You can go on Nakoma Road, Old Sauk Road, Old Middleton, or Gammon Road.

There may even be other ways, satisfying, interesting, dramatic, or dull ways;

Yes, home; there is only one 805 Blue Ridge Parkway.

One kitchen, one living room, one yard.

This is the place I call home.

Hour 2 – A Symbol of My Choosing

A Symbol of My Choosing

 

Vibrant colors and scattered pieces,

Bursting with the potential of a whole. 

Though it has been denounced as a symbol of hate

I will reclaim it for myself. 

 

I’m not missing pieces or a puzzle to solve, 

Nor am I in search of a cure for who I am. 

Instead, the jigsaw reminds us that we’re all unique

And that in the grand picture of His love

We all have a place where we fit in.

Angel Face

My angel FaceLooking like love whether asleep or awake

I love my little angel face. She’s time everlasting

the winds lay at her feet.

Angels guard her doorstep. The sun

lightens her path. The moon is her friend

they talk every night.

I love my little angel face

she makes my burdens alight.

Life moves and dances about her

Like a night at the ballet.

What a joy to have in my life

my little angel face.

Mere words are difficult

trying to explain what’s in my

heart. The love I feel will take

much more to express what’s

what with me and my little angel face.

I could write, and write, and write

from now on but I can’t ever really

explain what love and joy I feel

for my little angel face… Only

time can reveal. No matter what

my angel face is my must. I have to have

my baby girl; my granddaughter; my little angel face.

I hope that someone gets the gist

of what I’m trying to express.

I love my little angel face

and she’s the family crest.

 

The Poor Little Souls

The Poor Little Souls

 

The school’s foundation was your graves.

No prayers were given,

Charlise motto was your eulogy.

 

“Kill the Indian, kill the school.”

 

No one knew your names.

Your faces faded long ago.

Only the real Higher Beings

cherished your shadowed memories.

 

The news came as a shock

like the nation never heard of a genocide before.

Can Canada really do such a thing?

 

“More than 200 children bodies found….”

 

215 lost smiles.

215 future leaders gone.

No laughs to echo the school’s horrid past.

 

No child was safe from discrimination,

as they were buried like jane and john does.

My heat aches as I recall this discovery.

 

For I can not say RIP

to those poor souls.

I am

Sometimes I am
called ma’am,
sometimes I am
called miss,
sometimes they
follow me with eyes,
other times they
follow me with words,
sometimes I look
tenacious and strong,
sometimes I look
modest and fragile,
sometimes all I want
is wild sex,
sometimes I want
kisses and hugs
from the man I love.
Sometimes I want
juicy beef or sweat cake.
Sometimes I want you
with me or without me.
Sometimes I need attention,
sometimes I need distance,
sometimes I am too much,
sometimes I am too little.

24 Hour Marathon Hour 2: A Tribute to Emily Dickenson “The Puzzle”

Where is my heart
scattered over the territory
left outside of me
resting, agitated, awaiting decree

I shall attempt to define
each piece
before I reach a conclusion
of totality’s transfusion

I could take steps
from my feet of pain
to embrace a life that stands
bearing my tight, cold hands

Assuming agony is hot
then my chilled emotions
could anchor one’s fear
changing lacerations to scarless cheer

Recognizing my own tears
as I rise to the surface
safe from drowning sorrow
… There is faith to borrow

Will yesterday’s wine
give me courage
or is the intoxicant a guise
to my own demise

Before my put-together heart
can be heard elsewhere
commemorating my trail
pathing my passion to avail

Must I enter another world
hateless…
a home for gentler words
crickets and window-sill birds

Hour 1- Tearful Topography

I am on my side centipede 

For the sobs have drilled to the core already 

Cracked and vibratoed 

I have fallen into the aftershocks 

The little trembles 

When the ache is deepest

Has dripped its way through my throat 

Rested on my chest 

Tripping over my lips as it leaves again 

 

A tear comes 

Slow and salt 

Paralells gravity a while 

Trickles to nose 

Makes a turn 

And rolls over the cheekbone 

My hand makes a request 

May I lift it asks 

Wipe this away 

So we can all stand 

Pretend better 

But sometimes 

We just need to soak. 

 

The tear moves slower now

Jaw-ward bound 

And I think 

Who am I to stop this journey 

Water is meant to move 

And I am meant to still

To feel 

To breathe in and out 

And only that 

 

These rules are ages old 

From the last thaw 

When the glaciers moved 

Carved and dripped 

Their way through the hardness of the world 

 

I have heard struggle described in diamonds

That we will all shine under pressure

But pressure is not the same as pain 

And a diamond pales 

In the sediments of a valley 

 

I exhale 

Let the hollows of me guide the tear a little faster 

Then it drops over auricle’s cliffs  

making corries of my smallest bones

Currents rushing to the ear drum

And they sound like truths 

And they sound like comfort 

And there is more to follow tear says 

 

When it is all done 

I let my lands slide 

Tilt my axis to the mirror

And see the paths still 

With their freckle deposits  

 

You are a landscape 

The soaked cheeks remind me  

This is how life grows.

Hour one text prompt – and how you’ll always find us

-And this is how you’ll always find us

after Diana Khoi Nguyen

The day was dark and futile

My heart a wrecking ball

John resting in the loo

Overlooked and looking

for a second point of view

This is how she found us

the past draped about us like a cloak

Maria with her eagle eyes,

her boa floating by like smoke

No doubt about her energy

we were the guilty two

And she, a nose for trouble

especially that which she could use.

She was no goddess, surely

more a ghost of days gone by

An actress of the ages

of a world not yours or mine

And in our catatonic fugue

She used us as a host

Taking both the shadows

And the past hid in our cloaks

We were the first of many

Victims of her ego

And this is how you’ll always find us

If first of course you find us

Before you too feel the knife

Of that immortal vixen

And taste the futility

Of a past entwined with hers

The dawn of the last intrepid

Breath you’ve yet took

The morning that she took us

And our home became her rook