From Within
Love is in the air
The air is breathing love
To this feeling none can compare
If it’s pure then it comes from up above
Yet some may, do well gifting fear
Without a care to others their acts bring out tears
Waterfall of emotions they cause to erupt while burying their emotions deep in their rear
We aren’t built to understand love but to live and give it
Wickedness is not thick enough to kill
Whenever you need a refill, only look within and connect with the spirit
Love exists, and it’s purer than we think, the purity of it comes from deep within.
Bless-ed
I know you might be reading this from a different time zone
You’re probably in a place right now you usually would call home
With thoughts maybe hovering over your head seemingly piloted by a drone
Now you’re confused and withdrawn
How is It done?
That in a world with over a billion people how do we get to feeling all alone?
Come rain come shine. Through thick and the thin they promised to be there for you
But it seems, they are left in their numbers with the winds blown.
The burden has become too heavy to bear
Deep inside you’re beginning to feel it…they call it fear
A fear of the very future you once expected
But now you can’t tell what it’ll bring, so prophecies you’ve rejected.
Take this letter I’m writing as something of an investment
From a different time zone in your peace of mind I am interested
I’m sending stars out every night just look up and count them
Then List your blessings alongside you’ll see plans perfected.
You should wake up calling yourself bless-ed.
History Repeats Itself
“History repeats itself”
Here we are again in
“the good old days”.
Where your fate
is predecided
by a government
that believes in
“Equality.”
Women,
Gays,
and non-whites
are being thrown away
in a dumpster
hidden by Wallstreet
and false news.
Lies are now the truth.
So, history repeats itself.
Sacred grounds desecrated
for greed.
Warnings from Nature
are disregarded
and called hoaxes.
Those called
“Sisters in Christ.”
Are lesser than
your green paper
made of a tree’s carcass.
Greed now rules
with ignorance at its side.
We are blind kittens
in a world of hungry Hyenas.
Alive
On the way home
Shades of green blanket the horizon,
I look
in the distance,
as my love Says,
“Looks like someone spray-painted the Mesa’s white.”
The scattered, surviving snow cowers in splotches.
And the crouching cedars stretch out
with the rabbit-like bushes
together they dance as the wind creeps through.
Everything is alive.
Our car jolts to the rise and fall
Of the ancient drums
And hums with the age-old songs.
Songs that only the privileged are to hear.
To the right,
The Peaks stand tall with a white veil
Waiting for our Father, the Sun
To kiss her forehead.
Everything is alive.
As people of the land race each other
Like they’re in the Indie 500,
But only
To escape the barren land they live on.
But to me this land that we call “Home”
Is alive.
My Black Hole
Vampire bites littered
My little bothers forearms,
Exposing his lifelines.
Crouched to the ground, he cried,
“Don’t look at me, Sister. I am not your bother anymore.”
This led him to place a gun to his head,
Red and blue flashes raced to his aide.
Only to see the villain in his laugh
As they cuffed him and took him to jail.
“It was only a joke.”
This is where
Bottles of false hopes
Gave my dad a kaleidoscope vision of life:
Dizzying him to drink more, to blackout
As he veered to a sign and walk away unscathed.
When I pulled on his over-stretched shirt
Pleading him to come back
To come back to us.
Because a rundown trailer with vacant fridges
And dust-laden cabinets is all we had.
“Dad, can you hear me?”
Only silence answered.
Cut to my mom,
Falling to her knees as
Rives flowed from her eyes,
Followed by stuttered apologies
And a pause of realization
That her life was over:
She had lost her marriage and us, her kids.
Nothing was worse than that.
“I’m so sorry. It was all a misunderstanding.”
But to be called a liar by her
is like a silver bullet to a werewolf,
.
Iraq was his tour and he was to serve again.
“I swear I miss Dustin too!”
“Liar! You’re just copying me!”
I cried for my big brother to save me that night.
Past a decade ago,
My world of Lisa Frank stickers and folders
was shattered by a boy of platinum hair,
ice water eyes, parchment-colored skin.
He walked up and stole my smile,
“You’re ugly. Your skin is the color of mud and you don’t belong here.”
Speechless. Collapsing into a fit of tears. No one defended me.
“Wish you Were Here”
Your birthday is in September,
When the leaves fade to sunset colors,
and I sing
“Wake Me Up When September Ends.”
Each day
I wish you are here.
I still check my phone
when a phantom buzz vibrates
and there’s no sign of you.
All I hear is:
“Nothing Else Matters.”
I can’t help
but stand still in a moving world,
and hum your favorite songs
thinking:
Why am I talking to the Moon?
One again
I hear an echo in my heart,
and pray that
you found your
“Stairway to Heaven”
and not the
“Highway to Hell”.
Because you lived your life.
you were my jukebox hero.
When these songs on repeat,
I cry out that you’re
“So Far Away.”
And wish once again
that you were here.
Something was Missing
Something was Missing in
Our house for 1.
It was like the first snowfall of winter:
Cold
And Silent.
There was nothing but
The music from our hearts.
Falling like rain,
Our tears fell.
We were alone
Together.
We kept him in
A corner of our minds
Never forgetting
The love that he gave us,
His smile, his soul
Of an adored cat.
This noir Feline.
We called him our son,
A piece of our hearts that we lost,
That we wanted to keep with us;
He was our missing piece.
Our one thing we called “Home”.
When we felt alone.
Something was missing from our bed,
On our covers,
From our house built for one.
We looked everywhere,
We thought like him,
Then like his eyes on cat nip:
Round and golden like the moon,
We thought, we uttered the taboo possibility:
He’s gone.
There like our bodies,
Our sanity fell,
Plummeted to the floor, our
Hearts hit the floor.
We knew then
that we were going to be
Missing everything:
Home.
Son.
And family.
Learning How to Braid
For as long as I can remember,
my mom braided my hair,
Her fingers take my hair in three parts
at the top of my head, she starts
with a glass full of water.
In that I sat, shifting to the right
then to the left; a cup of water
she dips her fingers in and continues.
10 years later I stare at my own eyes:
“Mom was right.”
I grab my hair, look at the comb.
“Should’ve learned. . .”
My hands reach for my phone, my fingers glide as they type
“How to braid your own hair”
ENTER.
“One day you will have to learn this.”
I say nothing,
In those days I wasn’t into braids.
I thought of it being too girly
That went with bright pink dresses
Tight skin tights that matched the hair ties.
“I don’t like braids.” I pouted.
Arms crossed and eyes wandering. Impatient.
Three sections is what I remembered:
One over the other and I repeat,
My first braid loose and messy.
I lowered my head. My first try
Hanging down my back.
Proud that I did it, I stood straight.
Next time:
I took the three sections:
Tipping my head back to help me
With the weaving.
One over the other
I lay over with my fingers tighten as I go.
Careful not to let any strands free or left out.
I continue until my hair runs out.
I get up with a better braid….
Better than the last, the first messy braid.
My lips slip into a smile
“I finally learned how to braid.”
Taking on the World Together
A newb and
a pro
facing hordes of
rotting corpses
with hell fire fur
and snarling teeth.
The newb trying to keep her cool
as the pro sweeps down the dead
and the hounds explodes,
both being sent back
to their makers.
Items spring forth like flowers
from the lifeless bodies.
The pro lets the neb pick the best
as he keeps watch
for new enemies.
He takes what’s left.
New finds and points ring up,
the neb shoots and prays
as they’re being chased
mounds living dead,
enhanced dead soldiers.
Back-to-back they take on the Zombies,
hop into a buggy.
Again, the pro lets the newb take what she needs”
ammo
armor
and armor plates.
In modesty, he takes what’s left.
Together they take in the dismal world
of zombies and hellhounds.
O’ Poseidon bestowed with the power unique
tell us the secret of the two seas that do not meet
yet flow with different colors, wave by wave, move
by move, side by side, a perfect acceptance of diversity,
Poseidon speaks, ‘Man is nothing without the Gods’
oceans or skies the sole power is with the Creator
who loves clear open hearts, He blocks nothing nor
builds walls, see my home has no doors nor windows’
All are free to enter, float, sail, swim dive or dig
I am full of food, fish, color, charms and treasures
but many living beings are careless, inconsiderate
they throw harmful waste trash plastic on and in me.
Water will not become less but will be a source of
trouble for human beings themselves, the dead will
float the dying will cry and curse, the thought makes
me shudder, storms surge, waves rise to great heights,
Water is hurt, it is red now with blood and scales
breathing is difficult, inhale a struggle, exhale an
ordeal, oil blocks unmarked uncharted paths
Oceanides no longer accept offerings from fans.
Home state worries Oceanus, growing more old
countless pennies coins of gold, are useless down
on the sea bed, worthless is such a treasure which
sinks and loses its values, shine and becomes cold.
A revenge rises a tsunami results, as the grand
bowl shakes jolts jumps and throws up-
beware O People …I envision a huge surge…
sing not any songs nor lie naked on the beach
Pray pray pray peace, repentance forgiveness seek