Age of Retirement

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Age of Retirement

I am learning
the new routine
of the age of retirement
I shuffle old paper

The new routine
of digging into my past
I shuffle old paper
keep new at bay

The new routine
of no routine is scary
keep new at bay
there is still work

No routine is scary
in the age of retirement
there is still work
I am learning

Writer’s Lament – Hour 13

Sit down early morning
quiet time to write
Words fill my mind
fingers poised to type

“Mommy, I’m hungry!”

Words erased from memory
computer goes to sleep
time to take care of
all my little peeps

Breakfast is over
dishes are done
Slip back behind my computer
sign in all again

Fingers poised again
remembering the words
Story reforms in my mind
a few strikes of the keys

Interrupted again
doggie pushing against my leg
Whining to go out
put computer to sleep again

Doggie duty done
sun high up in the sky
Sitting down to open
my computer once again

Bells and whistles finished
all passwords entered well
Here comes my muse again
the story starts to swell

Telephone is ringing
breaks my writers spell
My oldest has a fever
have to drive to school right now

Doctor office, lab results
to the pharmacy we head
Go home and tuck her into bed
it’s back to work I finally go

  1. Open my computer
    passwords entered file is opened
    Begin to type the words flow then
    “Mommy I’m hungry again!”

Two Crows

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Two Crows

Today’s walk outside
I watched two crows.
They hold good luck
so as I watch them dance
I hope they don’t leave me
without luck
on a day where I need
what I gather.

Hour 23 2023

A World That Is Not This One

Okay. I’m on a roll.

I want to live, at last, in a

world that is not this one.

A world where truth prevails

and justice rains down like water,

to quote Dr. King. I want Biden

to be respected for the decent man

he is. For grieving with families

not unlike his own, and also totally

different from his own. I want the

tall Trump kid to hear an apology

from his father for using him as

a joke. A political joke. And finally,

I want an inauguration to beat all

Inaugurations. I want our rightful

President to take office, with Biden

As her vice, just because he deserves

the respect, but he also deserves a

bit of a rest. So let her take it from here,

Madame President, Hillary, we play

hail to you, hail to the priestess.

Now do all you’ve ever dreamed.

Fix health care, justice everywhere, and oh yes, Putin’s wagon.

Fix Putin’s wagon.

Hour 21 – Stop Running

Running round and round in circles
meeting all the needs
and wants and things
she never can succeed
Years of running pass
with more needs unmet
as time elapsed
never can she succeed
Surrender came when she
believed that hers
were all the needs to heed
nevermore would she be running

I live in a world where everything is a maze

The windows are all crooked

And lined up like offbeat stepping stones.

A lone tree guards the front

Tall and spindly, but proud.

My Illusive Dreams

My elusive dreams

Stay funky*
Even in the hours of dream
I am staid,
proper, afraid of what
is outside of my zone of solitude.
I wish I was edgy but manage
just a snitch of snark.

Earth to Asgard**

If the gods are crazy what does that make humans that became sheep to follow blindly becoming humans that leap
or maybe not leap into the category of lunacy?

Don’t play with shadows***
Come in it’s dark.
I’m tired I flirt with the night
in my pretend goth stage
but
my body lies
my cicadia rhythm
that’s inside me
leaving before the twilight ends
and the shadows of deep night
overwhelms the space of my safety.

Nocturne****
Soon my night move is a nocturne lullaby
suited just for me
and a soft dip into pages
before slumber

Inspired by
*Photo by Clark van der Beken
**Earth to Azgard Partick Doyle
***Playing with shadows David Franklin
****Nocturne Jiang Xiao Qing
All music instrumental

“Spacey Stanzas”

“Spacey Stanzas”

 

I’m not of this place

I haul from different times

shifting, dimensional space

where we all use rhymes

in a word race

 

In a world 

all our own

we poets of the night

sharing stories, secrets

community through verse

 

Hour 23: Tread the Boards

I’ve always enjoyed

Playing at being something else

Different people

Different things

 

It’s easier

To steal other qualities

Than it is

To use my own

 

So naturally

How different is it

Under hot stage lights?