Hour 23: Anywhere But Here

Alice had Wonderland

Dorothy ended up in Oz

Wendy escaped to Neverland

Yet they all decided to come back

Those magically, mysterious, marvelous worlds

Could not contain them

None of these lands could persuade them to abandon this world of reality

I wonder if they would feel the same today

I wonder if when they grew up to become women if they had regrets

Knowing what I know of this world and fantasy

I’d choose the magic, the mystery, the marvel over the mundane

Staying Awake

Hour 15

Staying Awake

The reader will have to get flowers
to disconnect from the reviews.
I have been unfinishable.
The crawl into reality is
the sword and shield
of flat earth and the
Martian rocks.
Belief is that everybody
dies again.
To be honest with yours
according to research it is a
supermoon an unforgiven escape
the bad feelings that
the songs of country is
about the seven dwarfs.
I don’t know if you
have any questions.

Poem 23

The night we stuck our heads beyond 

The safety of the roof awning

And let the cool drizzle of the surprise

8pm mist create dewdrops in our hair

I felt baptized for the second time 

here in February

 

Gone was the fear of getting sick

And worrying about the tomorrows

I embraced the dazzling kisses one 

After the other. Accepting each beautiful one

Reminding me of childhood,

Soaking myself to the bone, 

leaping through streams 

Of the International Fountain 

in Seattle

 

You encouraged me to follow your lead

And in all my controlling nature

Always the hurricane never 

The gift and blessing of sweet

Soft powdery rain

For once I’m not looking over my shoulder

Nor am I looking above

I simply am looking at you

Hour12

Dear father, I miss you!

Where are you now?

Wishing you were

somehow here again…

Hour 22: Silence

Silence

The absence of sound

Stillness

The pause

So much lives in that pause that we take for granted

In this too loud, too fast, too much world

We forget the pause

The inhale

The exhale

The breath

The pause

That pause holds infinity

It says more than can be said in a lifetime

That moment

That second

That pause

Allows us to reflect and compose

To create meaning for all that is not

Silence

Hour 23 – In which I replace myself with coffee

In which I replace myself with coffee

after Nico Wilkinson

 

When my partner 

greets the morning with coffee

he does so with gentle precision.

He grips with fingertips,

never palms,

does not want to overwhelm

what is already warmed for him. 

 

My partner worships

at the altar of the espresso machine

having tuned it so carefully 

to fit his needs.

He knows exactly 

the impact caffeine will have

he’s made sure of it. 

 

But suddenly, he’s weaning off coffee,

says it is making him jittery,

unable to think straight.

I wonder if he thinks about 

how many other people 

are drinking coffee, his coffee. 

Cannot cleanse it from his mind

despite the bag locked in the cabinet 

meant only for our own tastebuds. 

 

My partner, he is done with coffee. 

Will not meditate through 

the practice of making anymore.

He is done participating

in the morning give and take

as we decide who has the energy to give.

Done with acts of service. 

 

He is left unbothered

that my love for coffee remains. 

How I started to cherish it again

in mugs I pulled from his cabinets, 

rather, in the pieces 

I pulled from his view. 

My partner does not want coffee anymore

but I will love it hard enough, now

it will need nothing else.

Pizza

Never before have I tasted its taste,

Until then I traveled to the East.

I said it before, and I will repeat the same

The most influential things are two only

A woman, and a dish of pizza.

Wouldn’t I tell you the reason for being an official bachelor?

Spending years scrutinizing for a Pizzaiola

Perhaps I was born under the shade of a grilled pizza.

The secret is that dish made –

of thinly rolled bread

dough spread with a spiced mixture,

With some tomatoes cheese and pepperoni.

Hour 22: Genetics after Neil Hilborn

“I think the genes for being an artist and mentally ill aren’t just related, they are the same gene” – Neil Hilborn

 

Robin Williams

Chester Bennington

Marilyn Monroe

Kurt Cobain

Sylvia Plath

Ernest Hemingway

Vincent Van Gogh

Virginia Woolf

and countless others

 

It’s a shame they can’t keep us all from high places

Dice Goddess-Hour Twenty-Three

Entire worlds from my brain,

rising to the fore. Voices of those

echoing in my mind, telling their stories,

weaving their tales. And like every god,

I begin to spin, to warp and weft each tale,

layer upon layer, a story of destinies,

of peoples great and small, and

of d20’s scattered across a weather-beaten map.

I’ll bring the horizon, and the calamity,

and bring the players in,

we’ll see if heroes or villains shape the realm

that I have created once more.

The Scouring

The sky runs red tonight.
The streams that wreathe this little world
Are scarlet.

The bioluminescent grass
Is fading fast.
The fern caps are falling.
At dusk the day’s beginning.
The final day,
Six burnmarks long,
And all of it in dreaming.

The ilkies drift, their herders fled,
Shellstones shed,
And calling songs all silent.
Midnight and the high moon
Is silver.
Unsettling.
Its palor lends the day a sickly haze.

The night rivers grow closer now
The sulphur clouds
Will soon be washed away.
Dawn is near and the scouring
Is observed
By one last king.
A world of rich antiquity is gone.