Hour 10: Hard Days Ahead

Hard Days Ahead

World now is a hard place to live/
Vanished has the courtesy from man to man/
Law and order is a forgotten word/
Gun toting goons crush young buds under their feet/
War rages on unabated in civilized world
Thorns abound and where are the roses?
Collapsing are the family values
Harshness is ruling the roost
Tenderness isn’t legal tender anymore

Boy

He has few words

but many sounds.

His toy cars crash and smash,

and the honk honk honk of his bus

is the best around.

He can growl

and he can hiss

you know what it is

just by this.

He slurps and he burps

he taps and he claps.

When bedtime comes

he tippy taps out of his room

to give you a smoosh on the cheek

then he laughs

and runs back to fall asleep

exhausted.

 

 

Gas Station

God loves gas stations

there’s one on every corner here

a discarded chick tract looks up from

a shiny, rainbow pool of oil

mad at the world still.

 

Sign says to turn the car off during fueling

sherriff on the sticker points to remind

but as hot as it is

we’re leaving ours on and risking it.

 

Tenderness

To exercise empathy
Exert extra care
Nice choices of kindness
Doing what’s fair
Even when it’s difficult timing
Remembering to always care
Never saying never
Even when the action is not returned
Show your best understanding self
So your name will always be honored

Part of My Story

Sometimes I feel like I’m dying outside of your walls.
I’m not giving up on you but maybe I need a minute to find myself.
Because you got me feeling crazy over you.
I was praying for you for my whole life. I just didn’t know it.
My heart was a hardened dead thing until you beat it to life.
If I scream it to the world would you finally hear the words inside?
And I wonder if you see the words stuck in my eyes.
They say everything I can’t bring from my lips.
It’s another night unraveling the seams from these dreams.
I’m writing you into these books maybe you won’t read.
You’re part of my story.
You bled yourself in between every line until you were brought to life.
I poured every ounce of myself out to try to make you smile.
I lit myself on fire to try to defrost your defenses.
I made myself the joke just to hear you laugh.
Now here I am with nothing left.
Contemplating your missing shadow with something akin to tenderness.
Got stuck in your games and missed every step I was supposed to make.

2022 Poem Thirteen

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I experience what other people call ‘god’ in a different way.

God is tucked away in the mundane.

They shine through every inch of nature’s beauty that I see every day.

God will dance from start to star

as my eyes adjust to the night sky.

One star turns to 10 turns to 100 to whole galaxies of stars.

God whispers secrets into the cool air

of the first spring day I open all the windows in my home.

Fresh air becomes part of every corner.

I tell the world my secrets while protected

by the silence of a fresh two feet of snow.

The silence of the world around me is loud enough to

drown out my words as my breath meets the December air.

Mushrooms making their home on fallen trees gain sustenance

from feeding the cycle of life and death.

I make sure to thank God for the satiation of

gulps of water when I wake up at 3am.

How can you not see God in tree canopies?

We give them gifts of carbon dioxide from our lungs and

they say ‘thank you’ with oxygen from theirs.

The glimmer of true happiness in someone’s eyes

and the rare sightings of the Aurora Borealis from my hometown

tie for the biggest miracles I’ve seen performed.

Tides kiss the shore at the direction of the moon-

How can that not be the Divine?

My prayers look like leaving flowers where I find them

purely because they are beautiful and someone else needs to see the beauty.

Religious texts are composed of

every sunrise I have not seen.

I will never see every form God takes but I am going to try.

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What about the future?

Will it look like in “Dune”?

Will it be better or worse?

Feel free to express yourselves, my pupils!

22nd Hour: Rebirth

There is tenderness in her breasts
As her just born suckles; elixir of life
The two pink lines had completely unsettled her, then
She had not been sure at all
They had assured her it would be all right
She looked with wonder at the little bundle
That was with sure-shot precision and right,
Claiming her body and her heart
Her gurgling sounds felt like a lullaby
A strange calm made home in her
A warmth pilfered in, tenderness filled her every pore
And suddenly, she was never so sure!!

Put a Sock(et) in It! (Hour 20, A Lune poem)

 

Put a Sock(et) in It!

 

The mere sight of spark

plug sockets

irks me to my core.

 

****A lune poem is an Americanized version of a haiku, featuring a syllabic count of 5/3/5. And as irrational and illogical and utterly ridiculous as it sounds, I really do shudder and cringe and roll my eyes in annoyance at the sight of spark plug sockets. Go figure!****

Hour 17: Lights

Though darkness closes in

Don’t go into the light

where there is only afterlife

 

There is no magic apparition,

no transportation beam

to ease our way

no wizard nor angel

no Superman to the rescue

 

Turn around

and see what shines brightest

in the darkness

It’s your light

Let it glow!

It’s your life

Let it live