Nest Hair
Brushing my hair at five was no easy task
Dads arms were as soft as non laboring hands pulling and twisting my head and neck to stay straight
A straight part meant everything
It’s too soft to stay styled so we gotta do this spook
He’d called me that since I was born off colored (nearly white) for a black girl
He line the middle part with stinky blue grease then condition the ends with petroleum jelly
Anything left in the comb or brush
He’d lump in his ashtray and burn right away
I’d always cry
Do you want birds nest for your hair
He’d always reply
Long time ago
Even before I was born
Little girls didn’t want their hair burnt
Wanted to save it or clog up the sea
Well one girl saved all her dying hair underneath her pillow
They lived by the equator so she slept with her window open year round
One day a swoop of birds came into town and claimed the perfect nesting place
Thing is there were so many birds after they used all the hair under the pillows
The rest of the flock rested in her hair
She could never get them to leave and now she never leaves her home because she’s home to the birds
If you burn your ends it gives your power back to the air to circulate through you again
If you don’t your hair will get so tangled it’ll resemble a birds nest
I don’t want no nesting hair
I’d cry and let him reply and finish braiding my freshly pruned pigtails
