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The breeze caressed my face
As I turned the page in the novel I’m reading
With a cup of coffee
Sitting on the balcony facing a garden

Roses, tulips, and jasmine
along with basil, and a few other herbs
carefully tended to for both vegetation
and aesthetic pleasure

A small bird taking a shower
in the water fountain and bird shower
A golden running around the garden
getting the freshly mown grass-green on its mane

An instrumental music playing behind
Of a post rock band I discovered recently
I turn another page in the novel
and take a sip from the cup of coffee

My office decorated with papers
my poetry and musings attached across the wall
my notice board, filled with strings and thumbtacks
and a bunch of books, waiting to be read

A guitar placed on the stand
with the amplifier close by
Recording equipment set aside
and my favorite Vinyl records lying around

Nothing says home like a place
where one feels most natural
This is where I am at home
When I am propelled to do what’s meaningful

-Surya T

Alone All Along

entered together

forest morning still and calm

the journey begins

 

travel companion

makes no sound in early hours

i find empty shells

 

Soles/Souls -Hour 24-text poetry prompt

Concealing storms underneath the feet,

slippery with mustard seeds, walking on

Edges crease, burning holes with use.

There is a pontla* throbbing between the palms

That can be carried everywhere, that burden of dreams that seep into

A womb that speaks quietly to the feet,

Now covered in the toil and tears, with

Crushed mustard seeds underneath .

pontla Bengali word meaning a small bundle of things

 

Hour 19 – Black Sheep

I can still remember the exact moment 

The rosy tint was wiped off of my glasses.

 

I was eight, and at 26 now

I still don’t know if he knows 

This one seemingly small moment was

The impetus of my changed worldview. 

 

The moment that knocked me out 

Of my family’s orbit and turned me into the enemy.

A moment, so small,

Yet somehow changed everything.

 

I was bored, you see. 

We’d been at a museum the whole day

And I was a child, over it and ready to go home. 

Fingers clasped onto my neck;

My cue to knock it off. 

 

I explained, in my childlike way,

That we didn’t need to like the same things while

Fingers dug into the sweat at the back of my neck. 

 

All I said was that I wasn’t interested 

And fingernails became talons digging further. 

 

He whispered daggers into my ears

He gave me everything and this was my penance.

I was nothing if not for what he had molded me into. 

 

The next month was spent learning to be a lady.

Quiet please, no slouching, don’t dare to make waves. 

 

One moment turned into a countdown, a mantra. 

I made you, you’re nothing.

Sit down, shut up, move on. 

 

What he didn’t know was that being a nerd 

Has its advantages. 

By ten, one of the most well-read kids in class.

Twelve, in advanced classes. 

Fourteen, I was rocking extracurriculars. 

 

All this to say that at sixteen, 

When I had my first girlfriend

I was smart enough to go back to those lessons.

Shut up, don’t make waves. 

 

Ten years later, 

I’m the one everyone at the holidays

Rolls their eyes at and whispers about 

In corners, but I’m not ashamed. 

 

I am nothing like what they tried to mold.

My compassion isn’t lesser, 

My kindness is a strength unknown to them, 

And all I can feel now all these years later is pity 

That they will never step far enough out 

Of a self-contained bubble to greet 

The real world and her people.

By Northeastern

By Northeastern

 

At the street, behind the black jagged fence, the dirt rises

higher than the rest. A new grave. The earth is pummeled, worms

crawling towards the sky, engulfed by air and clouds. A balloon

twists in the wind, a golden 5 masked by the foil flowers

floating with it. I drive by and hope I’m missing the sight

of another number, not wanting a child to have died.

I tell myself the 5 is for the five new mounds, unearthed

by the curbside, and shake the image away. I wave

knowing that they want to be here, to be remembered,

even when they’re trapped beneath cold markings of lives once lived,

want to be loved, warm hearts once beating ‘til their final ba-boom.

The Perfect Place (Trimeric)

Having time to find the perfect place
almost demands being in the perfect place to leave.
Landlords reward good tenancy with rent increases
so paying month to month increases the urgency.

Almost demands being in the perfect place to leave,
but can a place be found perfect sight unseen
or right after it’s been vacated?

Landlords reward good tenancy with rent increases
so someone is always fleeing the scene, looking
and, finding, at the last minute, something perfect.

So paying month to month increases urgency
and everyone is urgently looking for the perfect place
even if they thought they already had it when they first moved.

Waking Me Up

(Author’s note: the sad thing is, this is pretty much my internal dialogue every morning)

Hey.

Hey… hey you…

Hey…

Hey!!

It’s time to get up

C’mon, you know it’s time

No, don’t pull on my arm

No, don’t pull me back to bed

I know the covers are warm

And I know the hedgehog is huge and soft

I know how it feels when you hug it

But it’s time

It’s time to wake up…

No… you… not five minutes… now

Now

Fine, fine, ten more minutes – no five more

Why did you change it to ten??

NO. Five Minutes.

Hey…

Hey…?

Wake up