1) Lack of self love 2) Alcohol 3) Jealousy 4) Bad Decisions 5) Lack of Communication

 

I address the mirror for the sixth time today

“Not that lipstick

Use another lipstick”

I scrub till my lips feel raw.

Then take a shot.

 

“I can see your stomach

Through your shirt.

You ate too much bread.”

What were you thinking?

I change again

and take a shot.

 

“It would be better if you looked like her

blonde hair, so tall so thin.

All the thing’s you’re not.”

 

I think I’ll stay in.

Do another shot.

then 1 more shot.

then 1 more shot.