Who am I when I’m at home alone?
Quieter, perhaps, unless I sing,
find rhythms on my drums, take a break at my piano.
I don’t talk as much. The dogs don’t respond.
I write things down instead.
I’ll read my poems and essays to you, when you’re home,
because you’re thoughtful, honest without being harsh.
You tell it like it is. Excuse the cliche,
but it works here. Describes your no nonsense way
but not why I’m someone different when you’re here.
Who am I when I’m at home with you?
I read my poems and essays to you,
the work I make when I’m alone, work
that’s born in silence. When you’re here
you fill the silent spaces where I can think things through
and I have to say the thoughts out loud to shape them.
That is nice. To have someone to read to who is thoughtful and honest and still nice about it.
I like this Sharon. You’ve captured your experience beautifully. My partner often does the same for me. He makes a great sounding board.
We’re lucky, aren’t we?