Leather, High Heels, And Pink Panties…

Grabbing at any thread of faith

silouhettes wandering aimlessly

Acceptance like a shriveled prayer shawl

mirrored soul never meet

Beauty of a fractured mind

writing poems about you

My mask is heavy like a Gladiators

snore up to the heavens

Awake Jesus, I don’t care

lust is my master

Flow deep baby,as the sea

season after season

My scars are everywhere

tick-tock Baby Love

To love an enigma

parade my body

Through Missouri winds

revoluton to free my heart

Follow ghosts down broken streets

you look like coke to me

I scream and nothing comes out

manchild pretty

Her shadow walks inside his heart

Chihuily,nice.

poetry soothes me

Lights,actions, camera

You’re on in

3,2,1…

Bitch Slap Oedipus And Kiss My Conscious…

Femme fatale and super flirty

Tough and street savvy

such a wicked imagination

Yet so dark and mean

you chase men away with a look

hermit deluxe with a keyboard

badass 27 TH St girl

BigKC style, gorgeous

Ever read a book that blew your mind?

That’s her, Hell with 2 legs and ass

look over your shoulder

she stares right back hard

small moments

won’t be broke

will buy a bus pass for next month

American as apple pie and ice cream

small steak, baked potato,salad

It’s Christmas!

Hello Pretty Eyes…

like your smile

You look hot

as usual

Sexy

Look folks,

this is a dream

character that gets

me by on bad times….

Run with me roll with a

Sista. Back to

business, my

present to you

Muscle Cars…

gear head I am

love muscle cars

i do

My Dad would

dragrace in Riverside

we were Colored

in those days

memories of my

Mom looking like

Dorothy Dandridge

in Jackie O glasses

us eating a crusty

hotdog and orange

bottled pop

Uncle Bailey standing by

Momma smoking Kools

sis and bro in tow on his hood

Daddy flying down the strip!

Red,red,yellow,yellow,

pause, GREEN !!!

Roaring engines

mountains of smoke

and the sun setting….

Another Saturday night

Momma had enough

of blown engines

your girls are half blind

Glasses

his dreams

Three little kids and a wife

Muscle cars still turn

my head

vrooom

go

Daddy

go

Ain’t Easy…

Props to the Mother that does what she needs to survive

Foodstamp hustle try in’ to keep it real

Bill collectors calling. Getting down to the rhythm of being down,

be cool there too…why trip

Put your pride aside

who wants some funk?

tell me what you like….you like it?

got no mo’ time is your M-O

you ain’t been loved like you should

feel good…you like it?

I know a place

don’t worry, no crooked, lying faces

Help me Lord!

Help me now, I cry Mercy!

Doesn’t take much to smile with glee

the best, you get

of My love

Turn around and find the meaning of fate

What is real?

Fucked fate

Nasty dogs working the streets

You got the stank to hold the captain at

mutiny on a mofo

 

 

Baby Olé’…..

Butterflies and moonbeams worship mother fool who saw her past only

in her head for what about you bitch. Long distant past for a fool

grown to spoil in vampire calvacades I’d dung done wrong.

Oooooooooops there I go again. Beat me Daddy 8 to the bar. Holla

cause no one’s listening. Fairytales are for foolish psychovites who

invade my nightmare called life. Give it up to Baby Ole’.

FlapJack….

I’m the poetry man

well, I’ve never seen a U-Haul follow a hearse to a cemetery.

Judge,Lord Judge  take that

Flap Jack take that

Molva and Mohammed

You want my, well I betcha

Send me to the’lectric chair

Stay away from me I’m in my SIN you hear that laugh track

Flapjack laugh track pop that collar and holla

Judge the bootlegger with the pound of flesh

Judge Lord Judge

Take that puddin’ and fine fat brother

Send me to the ‘lecturing chair

For you will know my name is the ….

Stay away from Emc2

I’m in my sin laughtrack

Flapjacksprat, who lies to the BONE

Make it

sing

laugh

Track to outta my sight

Daddyya done broke out

Flap

Jack off on your wheels, fall up

I’m off, cockukacho

cuckukachoo

 

 

 

 

Rumberos Baile….

So beautiful art thou an I,

nothing. Shadow,shadow,

shadow, against light. I will not

steal the light of one so beautiful

land can’t because the rays blind

me and I am blinded by love and

none is returned or ever will be. I so

believe in the light and bathe

in the light and create my own light

to share with others. Glowing. I

shudder by his spell. For just one

look then I am reborn and all will be

well with my soul. To touch beauty

is what has moved my darkness to

light I am baptized in joy with just one

touch to dance with the devil and

dive into rapture he is what I need.

Say yes to me beloved and I am

in your arms tonight. Deeply, hotly,

pure bliss at last as lights dim. I

am yours to dine to taste you are my

encore and the taste that fills me. I

seek no other. Let the light inside

consume this lust and the fire

burn this ever ending desire just

for you, my beloved…..

Tonight l dance into a frenzy. My

body will be covered in sweet

sweet sweat and drops will roll here and

drops will pool there. I made a promise

and will keep but the rhythm calls me

louder and I obey  My spirit will be

cleansed. I will be native. Wild. Free.

So, L transcend to another realm using

my body to call in the rescuers and do

the bidding of its mistress. Obey, obey,

and the music takes me to another planet

I allow spirit and other worlds,to meet as one.

Mystery,oh the beauty, the nectar,

the Dance eternal.

Foever protected and bond to each other

for all time and I to mind

That’s a dance…

 

 

 

 

 

 

Invisible Woman,I….

Dearest Darling Being,

It’s been too long since last I laid eyes on thee

I need to see you. Hear your voice.

Watch that walk you walk so well.

Beautiful one, how was your day sweet beloved soul?

Hopefully, I’ll see you soon.

Mostly, in my dreams.

I want to gaze upon the face I have memorized.

The dialogue I have with pigment is insane

Yet very much from the heart

And no one hears.

How you fill me up.

Oh, the ecstasy.

Every line,crease, wrinkle, part, mark,

Whatever, time breeds on such a lovely spirit

Which is beauty to me.

I have memorized.

Hey sexy,

Smile that smile I yearn to see

you know how to

Make me

Moan

 

Shakened, Not Stirred…

Grandmothers

Grandmothers are special people

Never knew either grandfathers.

Soldier.

Preacher.

I had one mean grandmother and one nice.

Tall, slender, deaf and blind

As a child I took care of the nice one.

She stayed with us I slept next to the portable urinal

With the Pine-Sol and stool aroma.

All slept

My job was to make sure she didn’t miss or fall

The smell of piss dried on plastic covered floors and days my feet were splattered.

So what. I loved Grandmother.

The mean one, another slap.

Story.

I’d tuck her into bed and kiss her forehead and wipe my feet on the sheets

To see my Grandmother’s breathing rise and fall gave me peace

Seven.

And then then my big sister would wet the bed.

Another day at school smelling like dried piss

I had no friends

The kind teacher would wash the odor

Give me fresh underwear

The blind sisters

Piss poor

but we loved our Grandmother.

She gently felt our faces and gave tight hugs

Cleaning my Grandmothers dentures, brushing her hair with a part

Down the center and two plaits rolled

In back to the nape of her neck.

Her bamboo rocking chair was home in the corner.

I can still hear it creak.

Down…

DoOOoOooooWWWwwwnnnnnnnnn

I fell, lift my load

Spin it. Slap it. Smack I. Stay away

sssssssssssshhhhhhhiitttttttttt

I don’t get much sleep

Break free

and hold my hand

Out of pain.  Out of trust. To the fact the end is near

Whatcha gonna Do?

People tell me lies and I found out by myself

Set down your load

Let your burdens be light

Own your good