I would have liked you to feel my pain,
but I still loved you and I would have
preferred to have once more your love.
My sadness was overwhelming after separation
but I forced myself to forget and to
learn to smile again.
I replaced tears with the endeavour to smile
and finally succeeded in feeling well again.
Although I needed you, I deleted you.
Yes, I erased you as much as I could
and went on, less naive, but still
with hope that the best is yet to come.
I wondered from time to time how you were
and what you did, but then rays of optimism
invaded me and showed me the way.
I learnt that with or without you
I can be strong, I can be myself.
And that my smile is as charming as always!