You could feel your soul fading away from your body, but you still feel a little pain. You feel the emotions raising above you, and rebuilding its out of the question; because it takes to disintegrate to the ground.
You still feel the pain and the remains you the you alive. You feel like you death inside. Like everything it’s burn to ashes. You no longer recognize the smile because your soul it’s fading away. Where it’s the fire the was keeping you warm? Where’s the light the was shining above you? Why slip away from the physical form?
The soul carry the heavy load and you just want it to be over. Your day is a painful remained of all you had and now it’s gone. You want the beautiful kind of pain, the allow you to feel alive and motivates you. Now you just motionless without hope. You no longer stop to breath and see the beautiful things the surround you. How it help to ripe your heart out?
It’s black and broken with a lot of scars. The only way to make it pound blood again it’s by rebuilding. Feel the fire in your heart; it’s trying to survive this cold feeling.
This coma the you going through. Define yourself again and know you got the power to rebuild and raise from the ashes. Embrace your pain and say bye to yesterday. Feel your heart beat and feel the sensation of been alive even if you feel the pain, the loneliness, the emptiness , the abandons and it hurts, but it’s what would make you stronger. It’s a beautiful kind of pain. Just feel the pain and know it would continue to happen, but you would survive. Push through this feelings and heal your wounds. Love you and get over it all.
Let time pass and heal it all.
The scars would remain as a remainder the you a survivor. It’s a beautiful kind of pain. Feel this pain , feel it and embrace it and then set your self free.
It’s a beautiful kind of pain.
It’s just pain!
—Meriyen Marquez