Hour – 13
Isn’t it beautiful
The way night changes
Isn’t it soulful
the way the sun shines
Still, sometimes I feel uneasy,
Often I get distressed
What made me this cold
thinking about every night
Everything changing so fast
seeing the days pass
my heart feels deserted
I turn numb every night
Even knowing my worst enemy is overthinking
I couldn’t stop it from controlling my mind
I just wondered
why am I here
Do I have to achieve something
Or I have to reach somewhere
But it always left me frightening
how quickly the time flies
how fast the night changes
The reason behind my anxiety wasn’t that I have a limited period
But it was fear of failure that made me
Worried
Nervous, if ill make it to where I dream
Scared with the thought, what if I won’t succeed
what if I failed to get the life I have pledged
With every passing second
the distress gets heightened
there is no means to avoid worrying
there is no route to curb overthinking
all I can do is, conquer my fear
Make it my armor
I am strong and this thought will always empower
And keep me enlightened
To achieve height I determined.

 

 

Aditi Dixit