Betrayal so deep soul wrenching pain,
soul tearing, soul twisting, won’t stop.
Dreams are lost, dreams are destroyed,
hope ignited, hope flamed.
Hope smothered, joke is
on me again.
Life ended
thanks to
you.
Gypsie-Ami Offenbacher-Ferris
Gypsie-Ami Offenbacher-Ferris
Gypsie-Ami Offenbacher-Ferris lives in Southport, NC, USA. She is a published poet by Cameron Art Museum’s ‘Writers Respond to Art Program’ and was awarded the Certificate of Completion for successfully completing the 2021 and 2022 - 24 Hour Poetry Marathons. Her poem Wheels was chosen and published in the 2021 - 24 Hour Poetry Marathon Anthology and her poem The Date was chosen for publication in the 2022 a 24 Hour Poetry Marathon Anthology. She is a contributing author in Whisper’s & Echoes, an on-line literary magazine as well as in 50 Give or Take by vineleavespress.com for her 50 word stories, Love and The Wedding and The Sleep Doctor. In Visual Verse with her poem Mother Earth, and in The Virtual Poetorium for RAT-A-TAT-TAT-TAT a poem in the Octagon style as well as several other poems chosen for the podcast. Recently published by Carrot Ranch Literary Community in their Baby Ducks Ate My Lunch Collection for her 99 word story, Duckling Survival Guide. Also published in The Orkney News with He’s A Possessive Muse and in Spillwords.com with I Am Not A Man. Gypsie-Ami writes flash fiction, short stories, creative non-fiction and fiction as well as poetry. Her short story, Conversations With My Neighbor is published in the anthology, Trouble, by Daniel Boone Publishing. Gypsie-Ami received Honorable Mention in Tales from the Moonlit Path 2021 a yearly Halloween Issue, Abandoned Places Halloween Challenge, for her short story, Abandoned Memories. Her poem Seasons of Change is published The North Carolina Bards Poetry Anthology 2023 and her poem “Found Her” is slotted for publication in the Poet’s Choice book, Zest with Pets. She has recently completed a chapbook of poetry and is working on an action/adventure/paranormal romance novel. Gypsie-Ami is a member of NCWN and WSN. She is a contributing member of several local and out of state writers groups. She has been photographing and writing about flowers since she received her first camera at age twelve. Gypsie-Ami is known to her closest friends and relatives as Gypsie.
Gumboots
Gumboots stand alone on the old front porch
A cloud of sourdough dust coating their weathered surface
Periwinkles twinkle from beneath the stairs
Shining like needles of a favored pine tree
They spread across the old front yard
Reaching and stretching to the ancient storefront
The sun’s hot rays beat down on their heads
Rising like skyscraper’s above the ledge
His old gnarled hand hung down where he lay
Cozily content wearing his retirement hat
Still his hand wandered over to lightly stroke
The badge still worn on his Forest Ranger coat
Happy Christmas!
Happy Christmas Darlings
Today is the day
We open our presents
Sit around and play
You like the tie we gave you
It matches your suits
The kids are stuffed with sweeties
They even like their little toy flutes
Toys lay around ready for assembly
Waiting for someone that just might be handy
To push, stretch and pull them
Wouldn’t that be just dandy
Among all the wrappings
The paper and bows
She sits there as they are
Forgotten and low
No one noticed and
No one cared
Not a box with her name
Did anyone share
Slowly she scooped up
Christmas giving’s big mess
Just stood for a moment watching them there
Happy Christmas to me I guess and God Bless
USA vs England Idiom Fail
England remarked to USA in its straight-laced manner,
Citizens are off on their jollies today. It is a good day.
USA wide-eyed answered in its typically casual drawl,
Getting their jollies on all together are they? It is a very good day, I’d say.
England raised its bushy brows, straightened its cravat and replied rather stiffly.
It’s always a very jolly day when the citizens are off on their jollies.
USA kicked up a dusty boot and paused for a spell, took off its hat to say,
I can only imagine a country getting their jollies on, could only be mighty jolly.
England puffed up its mighty chest, rocking its borders causing the tides to swell,
Now look what you’ve done, you’ve gone an undone the jolly day they were having getting their jollies on.
USA put both feet on the ground, donned its old dusty hat and said with a smile,
Then my my job here is done, it’s jolly I’ve become, getting my jollies on watching your jollies get – undone.
Hillsong
Seven small voices hushed by his grief
One small woman to light the way
A war so heinous
Its crimes changed the world
A time of opulence for some
A time of poverty for most
The maniacal ravings of a leader
Brought the world nearly to its knees
One small woman
Tempestuous and head strong carried an angel’s voice
Led the way for family and country
Through lyric, timing and love
A nun was not what she would be
Just as the sisters all suspected
One small woman such as she
Called to lend the world her light and charity
It was not long before he saw
Through the fog of grief and war
Stole his family through the night
Away from war into the hills
They ran and ran and sang and sang
Hidden by mountains high and snow so deep
They lost the little one it is so
Fleeing from their native land of Austria
Their story’s been told around the globe
Of one small woman with her heart and soul
Saved a family from all harm
To live again in a foreign land
Her songs live on this very day
Her voice still moves this old woman’s heart
The first book read at morning’s light
The last book held each and every night
Dark Desire
Featherlight touches across oiled skin
Candlelight, conversation and love songs
Sexy come-on’s and come-hither games
The give and take society demands
Lovers play to get ahead
One with the other and both together
Do ‘naught but raise my ire and temper
It is not a crooning country song
Nor hyped up rap with a solid bass beat
And it is certainly not the thought of sliding
Between cold expensive satin sheets
These things will only irritate me
Use these to catch another’s eye
Deep into this woman’s soul
A primal energy dwells
Something dark, not evil
Yearns for more than pretty words
Diamond rings or tall good looks
The need is great the call is fierce
Where then is the one to give
What this one needs to live, to breathe, to let go
Where is the blackness to my dark
The one who needs what I can give
The one who gives what ‘ere I crave
Am I the only one
The only one who shuns those
Perceived as weak and unworthy
The only one who starves for the strong hand
The piercing eye and the knowing smile
Of the one who sees who I am,
What I am
This is my normal, it is how I’m made
It is the core of me, the essence of the woman inside
My body shivers, my hands contract
At the thought of your hard contact
The brush of your hand at my throat
Cause places not mentionable to coat
Find me then, I know you’re there
I just can’t find you anywhere
We are the same, you and I
Some day I hope that you will see
That I am for you as normal as you are for me
The Wheels
I can not run
I can not hide
I can not go down a children’s slide
You can do this and I can do that
What I can do, others can not
I can race across a hot parking lot
Both of your feet would blister and burn
Those with two legs, two feet and a spine
Could never keep up with these two wheels of mine
As you lumber to find your way
One foot down and the other just so
I’m wheeling round and round, to and fro
To soar like a king or dance like a queen
Moving across that marbled dance floor
I can keep going and want more and more
When ‘ere your limbs become leaden and sore
Mine do not tire, I do not fret
My legs do not cramp when riding a jet
It’s blessed that I am and blessed that I’ll be
’Tis only at night when the whippoorwill calls
that I honestly don’t think about it much, at all
In that darkest of dark within nights deepest night
When my soul soars forth and struggles to fly
It’s only then I look down and wonder why
What did I do to earn such a fate
To all I am kind, loving and fair
Then why am I tied to this blasted wheelchair
The Bottle
It drifted endlessly
listlessly
Until a shore
it found
Within its dark and
tainted glass
A yellowed note
safe and sound
Upon an island I am lost
these past many years
I found this bottle
with a missive
I am here I am here
Upon this island
with sands of luster
Where I reside year after year
Should you find this would you please
send someone here for me
Before I am too aged to see
Where it is I am to be freed
With shaking hands
the joints arthritic
I crouched down and retrieved the note
I’d written when I was barely twenty-three
Dragon’s Ire
He’s done fighting himself on what he wants
And he wants her
He will have her
This he knew to be true
He had waited and waited
Waited for her to see
To see him
To want him
No more would he wait
She was hers and no one else’s
This night he would stake his claim
Tonight he would take what was his
The day seemed overlong
He watched her through his haze
The fires within him burned and blazed
The flames of his desire scorched his soul
His heart would burst from the longing
To feel her by his side
Beneath his weight
Taking from him what was rightfully hers
She would know come morning nigh
Whose heart would cradle hers so tight
The one to keep it safe and secure
Never raising a hand nor uttering a curse
In stealth he would secure her hand
Through an open window left for him
Inside she would wait on gossamer sheets
For the one she is fated to mate
The window is locked
Entry denied
His ire fueled by untamed desire
No door no bolt would forbid him entrance
Fires blazed windows cracked
Doors blew in on dragons hot breath
He lifted her gentle as a flower
To take her back to his mountain tower
*He’s done fighting himself on what he wants.*
Borrowed from “When He’s Dark”
Written by Suzanne Wright
An Olympus Pride Novel
The Rain
And the rain
the rain pouring down
so hard so hard
Wash it all away
all away
The betrayal betrayal
And the rain the rain
Promises loving care rebirth
rebirth
Forests bloom and flourish
bloom and flourish
Promises kept promises kept
Deserts dry and acrid
No rain no rain
Deserts barren and alone
barren and alone
Stinging sands whip and scar
whip and scar
No rain feeds pain feeds pain
Promises broken no rain
no rain
Here comes the rain
the rain
Washing cleansing renewing
cleansing renewing
Hope explodes
The rain the rain
falling hard falling fast
falling fast
The flood the flood
Death