19~14

two

to grow

someone to grow

someone to grow with

someone to grow with me

someone to grow old with me

me

 

to accept me as i am

to forgive who i have been

to imagine who i have yet to become

 

me

someone to grow old with me

someone to grow with me

someone to grow with

someone to grow

to grow

two

 

You?

19~13

Lie

down under the moon

Can

you feel yourself changing?

Throw

clothes off then grow furry

Pee

marks your territory

19~12

See Real

 

Ingredients blend

Whole modified freshness

 

Yellow contains

Traces of questions

 

Distributed acids

Provide battle protection

19~11

Dear girl without glasses~

(On the top of the slide)

Keep kissing him next time!

(Don’t slip down and hide)

19~10

Damn!

She said

As she shook the canteen

No more coffee for me…

~Hush~

He said

And come dance

Under the beam of the moon

With me… (more…)

19~9 The Yearling

She came to me

In the quiet of the night

The tiniest shrieking

That gave me a fright

 

Took forever to find her

Abandoned for sure

I fixed up her tummy

And searched for a cure

 

But something was wrong

A defect in her song

Though she tried best she could

The far future was no good

 

Then one night in the rain

I heard her in pain

And I knew how I’d cry

As I took her to die 

19~8

When I was young there were three:

Punk~Rocker, the worst Cheater and the one who was Mean.

Older without wisdom the next one went Running. For awhile I was Hooked before the Last met death coming.

Should have left them first. 

 

 

 

 

19~7

Why can’t I love you?

(i miss you when you’re gone)

What gnaws at my insides?

(it’s so quiet here without you)

How can I be so peaceful?

(all your things lay scattered

in perfect order

just as you left them)

Is that my music playing?

(but i liked most of yours) 

Why can’t I love you?

(because i love me more) 

19~6

The blackest hair I’ve ever seen.

 

(rosy cheeks just right

hairs peeking from the top of your shirt

a belly~button I can only imagine…)

 

lips the purest form of yes

 

(~but saying no.)

 

Your eyes, though,

they wander…

 

If I stand still long enough

they can see me

down deep inside

where I’m all bits and pieces.

 

I wonder exactly what they saw

which caused them to run

screaming from me…

 

(even though I search

with my own eyes

for the answers to you…)

 

I am locked out.

 

19~5

(In the dark of the night

I saw her in her grave.

 

So far below beneath me…

 

He stood there beaming knowledge

Through his desperate eyes to mine.

 

Burning cold with fear inside me

I could see unwritten futures…

 

Her new image warm and glowing

Full of endless possibility.

 

Me beside her holding tight

Straddling the deep and dank…

 

Keeping her from falling in)