Another Year, Another Dream

Hello marathoners and poetry lovers.

The Poetry Marathon feels like the true new year to me. Not just because I’m up the night through, counting down the clock, but because it brings me a fresh sense of hope for my future. I look forward to it for months ahead. I feel a sense of accomplishment when it’s over- even when I have to submit work I feel is sub par. And turning over a new leaf just seems to make so much more sense at the height of summer than in the thick of the cold, dark, bleak British winter.

Among other problems, I suffer from a mental health disability called Anxious and Avoidant Personality Disorder. A year for me has become a string of fears, hurt, and hesitation. Yet for two years running, soon to be three, since discovering the Poetry Marathon, I have, for at least 24 hours, been able to let go. When that happens I am free and I am me. It gives me a boost of spirit and a burst of inspiration that last for anywhere from weeks to months, which in turn makes me feel just a little bit closer to my dream.

If that’s not something to look forward to, I don’t know what is.

So happy Marathon, poets and readers! Rhyme on!

Phew!

Congratulations to everyone crossing the finish line!

I don’t feel as though my quality is as up to scratch as last year, but I’m proud to have participated all the same. No regrets! Now I’m going to give my poor laptop a rest (and my brain)! See you later!

Hour 24: Three Ladies Lunching

A group of ladies numbered three
Woke at dawn and went to tea
They stirred into their china cups a shot of Irish whiskey

They socialised until eleven
Talking politics and religion
They ordered brunch and stayed ‘til lunch and had a juice with gin

One was rural, one suburban, one was from the ghetto
One spoke alto, one spoke bass, and one spoke in falsetto
They counted hours by the pint, each chased with amaretto

Ere supper gone and evening come
Three ladies went home feeling numb
They went to bed with buttered bread and a snifter full of rum

Hour 23: A Stinging Kiss

You might have been my best friend
I was toxic from the start
You could not stomach me
Now I’m your worst enemy

You coiled too tightly in the end
Spitting bile all the while
So I bit you and you’re poison now
You’re poison just like me

You may have been a good man
Now I’m evil in your eyes
A serpent’s hiss, a stinging kiss
You let your guard down and I ran

You want to wreck me like I wrecked you
But I’m immune to my disease
I stuck my fangs into your heart
And now you’re poison just like me

Now you twist the others who try
To suck my venom from your veins
They touch your lips and die
Unwitting Juliettes drawn to your pain

I bit you and you’re poison now
You’re poison just like me

Hour 22: Daybreak

Here comes the sunrise

Crowning over the hilltop

Banishing the night

It burns away all the fog

And gives us back our colours

Hour 21: Immortal Coil

Be the serpent, bite the apple

Cast from chapel

Take knowledge in

There is no sin

 

Be the snake and swallow your tail

Your own self brail

Never to mourn

Ever reborn

 

Be the dragon in the ocean

Ceaseless motion

Embrace the earth

To life give birth

Hour 20: Just a Jester

Laughing madcap with twisted grin

Man or mannequin, hatter or hare?

Needless cruelty or practical joke?

Omens in limerick, answers in riddles

Pallid painted harlequin

Hour 19: Mossing Over

From underneath cracked concrete slabs
A young shoot stabs
Peeking in sight
Seeking sunlight

Breaking through the rusty red bricks
A sapling sticks
Mossy carpets
On parapets

Crawling over broken ruin
Vines regrew in
The city burned
The green returned

Hour 18: Scarlet Letter

Pray for your daughter
Living in sin
Pray for your sister
The heathen

Shame her
Make it harder
Goad her
Make it heavier

Brand her with your letter
It glows raw red
Load her with your judgement
It poisons like lead

All in vain
You will not change her

So pray for your daughter
Your sister
The sinner

Hour 17: Tribunal

I will bear your justice
Should you wish to pass your judgement
I have no case to plea
I acted
I affected
Then I had to take the stand
I offer to your jury
Nothing but the truth
I am human
I am animal
You are no different in that regard
I can not wait for your verdict
Should you wish to deliberate
I have my life to serve
I have my fines to pay
You may wish to pass your judgement
I have no case to plea
I am guilty
I am criminal
And I will bear your justice
Should you wish to sentence me

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