When we bend
instead of break
we can withstand
a quake.
We show strength
when we bend
we are flexible
through the end.
Our courage reveals
we are agile
when we bend
we are adaptable.
All can feel
our powers mend
the inner soul
when we bend.
24 Poems ~ 24 Hours
DJ Grant holds a B.A. in English from The University of British Columbia. She is best known for her book, “Guide to Holocaust Reparations.” Find DJ’s work on The Lehrhaus, The Write Launch, Cosmic Daffodil Journal, Last Stanza Poetry Journal, Last Girls Club and Pinky Thinker Press. Grant lives with the sleep disorder Narcolepsy.
When we bend
instead of break
we can withstand
a quake.
We show strength
when we bend
we are flexible
through the end.
Our courage reveals
we are agile
when we bend
we are adaptable.
All can feel
our powers mend
the inner soul
when we bend.

WORD SALAD POETRY
Timed Writing: 20 minutes
Rules: 1) Write a poem using all twenty (20) words in the salad. 20 words for 20 minutes.
2) Make the poem as short as possible (meaning, add as few extra words as possible).
3) Underline the salad words in the poem.
4) You are allowed to modify the form/tense of a word.
Earth planet stand battle play
pure indigo trio grace glass
wine wings shine Heaven struggle
beautiful defeat lullaby moon butterfly
Finding My Wings
The most beautiful place on earth
is a bay shaped like a wineglass,
pure indigo, battling with moon shine
for the planet’s grace in Heaven.
We struggle, we stand, we triumph over defeat.
we play, we fly –
Our wings sound like a trio of butterfly lullabies
serenading our dreams.
To my darling
My dearest sleep
Dear Sleep
To Sleep –
I hope this note finds you well. I believe it is time for us
to be on the same page regarding our needs and desires.
It is my goal that this note better communicates to you
my part in our relationship, and how I respond to your
part of our relationship.
Our conflict began early, when you gave me my first
hypnogogic hallucination when I was five years old.
It was in the afternoon, I was tired. I saw the kitchen
erupt into fire! Terrified, I ran through the flames for
my mother’s help, not noticing that I felt no heat from
the conflagration. Upon our return, the flames were gone!
Nothing was on fire. I was confused. Mom scolded me
for lying. I needed a nap.
The cataplexy erupted ten years later. I was trying to live
with severe insomnia, nightmares and night terrors,
sleepwalking, sleep talking, automatic behavior and more.
Suddenly I was collapsing at the knees with laughter or tears.
Then I fell out of the shower, hit my head on the toilet,
knocked myself unconscious. I know you remember that!
I would soon learn that I was a perpetual “FALL RISK.”
DIAGNOSIS: Type 1 Narcolepsy, aka Narcolepsy with Cataplexy
A neurologically based sleep disorder, autoimmune in nature
So! Here we are, Sleep, my deeply disordered life partner…
I must be honest with you. I am frustrated. I am often angry!
I have been cheated by you; cheated out of childhood, education,
friends, love, travel, career, family… You have cheated me
so many times! I did not consent to this relationship with you.
I am forever chained to you, freedom never wholly mine.
I am at your mercy. You have stolen from me.
You have made me undesirable…
My Disordered Sleep,
you are the worst bedfellow a girl would never ask for!
Could we please discuss a separation?
It has been decades and I really need a break.
Thank you.
Sincerely
Respectfully
Talk soon
I hate you
From,
Your Life Partner (me)

They were told they were subhuman, part of this group of people they wanted to erase. To live and to love were acts of defiance… They hid to save their lives, they hid their children to save their love. Discovered, arrested – lovers separated in the crowd of deportation, then arrival, at Westerbork Transit Camp in 1943… left alone in the midst of earthly upheaval… People dressed smartly wearing hats and coats in July, each carrying a bag of personal belongings, their requisite “Stars of David” sewn visibly onto their coats identifying them as Jewish…
He sees her! His wife, his life… He hurries to her as she approaches. She sees him! He wraps his arms around her in embrace, they look into each other’s eyes. They kiss. A long kiss as a guard looks on… A kiss of love, safety, protection, of parents being sent to their deaths after leaving their children in hiding. A last moment of bold affection, a moment of humane defiance in the face of the storm.
I saw my future in you in a picture I drew
of my dreams when I was a child.
Steady goes as my belly grows,
a boy and a girl the image shows!
My heart was always waiting for you.
Singing my favorite song
as steam curls up around the tune.
Gently massaging a scrub over my skin.
Granules of coffee, chocolate, sugar
mixed with coconut and shea
shed the remainder of the day.
Steam filling the shower smells like
swimming in a coffee pot.
Inhaling deeply, lungs filling
with caffeinated vigor.