I left my house too early.
No otherĀ cars were in the drive.
My fingers turned to ice,
as my stomach churned inside.
Too early, no one’s there.
Around the block I go to think.
Meeting new people in new place,
Learning names and matching faces.
Deep breath in and blow it out,
whatever shall I do.
A car pulls up and the driver appears,
I can do this as person number two.
Three more cars before I park.
Six people with food and chairs.
I can’t, not yet,
away I go.
They wave and I’m not there.