Adulthood — Hour 18

Yes indeed I did it

Went to Denny’s Kihei for

the free Grand Slam on my birthday that year

Didn’t know anyone

Ken was gone

a friendship never to return

A sad-for-myself occasion

Sometimes a freebie comes with a big scoop

of humiliation

when anonymity would be preferred

but calories and sweets

can secretly console

 

 

For Cindy — Hour 16

All my missteps and wrong turns

Disappointments and sunburns

are now kept in a box named thankfulness

for all of them conspired

for years (rather tired)

to bring me to you

and you to me

I couldn’t change a thing to risk a different outcome

no way

because I’ve got you

Finders Keepers!

Ultralight Training Flight– Hour 15

Imagine a simple lawn chair

Awning extended overhead off to the sides

Now imagine that this chair is magic and can take you anywhere you want to go

The bare frame lifts and turns

the propeller behind rocks us away from Giggle Hill

Shortly Armand and I are 1000 feet over Ho’okipa

birding above windsurfers

laboring against a steady trade

out over open water banking to a coral head

four hands on the control bar

then he told me over the headset to take it

to do a 360

I did (with some assistance)

The tail wind punched us back over Haiku

toward the pastured airstrip

Buffeted by updrafts rousting the gulch approach

he popped us across and back down

a goose landing on her feet we were

on grass once again*

 

*Even with my fear of heights I felt safe in this craft. The briefing included use of a safety feature–an explosive canister mounted behind the wing out of which two emergency chutes could deploy to provide a gentle-ish drop from the sky for aeronauts and craft..

 

To Bed — Hour 13

I slowly crawl into bed

hold my breath

position myself on the diagonal

stretch the spine

rolling to the side

groan escaping

pain/relief of pain

it’s all one

the sighing

the grousing

the feeling both things at once is

odd

the word is

ecstasy

Into the Breach — Hour 12

Slow season got slower

a visitor named covid was

lurking unwanted

tourists were denied

they might be enablers of the dread

 

the humpbacks

on their own annual tour

dined on Alaskan krill

far from their winter playground

and were missed

a whale statue

dramatic

breaching

poignant

stood in Wailea

unnoticed

unadorned except for bird waste

and thus the man with the powerwasher

adorned as he was in body suit

and full-time job

powered the blue metal clean

carefully

soothingly

thoroughly

as if paid by the hour

 

for whose benefit I could not say

the whale perhaps a talisman of commerce

of things past and hopes of profit returning

a rabbit’s foot of faith

Leviathans that bring foot traffic are always welcome

 

 

The Crow’s Nest — Hour 11

It would require a contraption I would build

a see-saw like structure

very long on one end and very short and adjustably heavy on the other

after dark I would mount the swivel seat at the long end

and turn on the water valve

filling the stubby end with water

slowly slowly

my seat would rise

lift above the house

above the streetlights and treetops

towering above all notice

into to the high-up dark of night

where I could sit and dangle

recline under the stars

count moonbeams

visit with nightbirds

be king in

my own kingdom for a time

peaceful

unnoticed

until I tug the string and pull the plug tiny

let the water escape the assemblage slowly

channel happiness to the garden

water unwasted

released

restored to new purpose

as old as old bones

and I touch down

as a visitor to earth

don’t call me crazy

I will do it

I’m doing it now

 

My Mom — Hour 10

She wondered at baby birds

She recognized Nature as the source

knew the value of soil

and bugs

of picnics

and pussywillows

and gloried that bright summer night

to read the newspaper outside by

the light of the moon

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