Things were going good-
everything was in place
no reason to suspect
anything was going to go wrong

That day, started off ok
How foolish I was then
to think that she’d be ok
I was wrong

I had to explain that she was
gone- I had to entertain people
be around people when I didn’t
even want to be alive

when all was said and done-
I had to say that
I guess this is where I
will find out if I believe
what I say I believe

Some people said that I
had no right to be angry with
You God.
Others said that they understood

I say that it’s ok to be angry
with you but that one has to
come back to you after and
apologize.

I tried to. And I think I did ok
you’re all powerful and all
knowing-
you saw my anger before time began
its not like it was a shock to you