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I have such a
hard time when people
tell me that I’m a great person
that some guy will be lucky
to have me
They don’t see What I see

People can be so cruel
sometimes-
like if you don’t like someone
don’t make fun of them-

I feel like I am
Fat
ugly and worthless
Like seriously- Girl
lay off the sweets

Maybe you should consider a
bag over your head?
Have you thought about that?

I don’t understand how
other people can look at me
and see that i am
Loved
Wonderfully and fearfully made
Beautiful

You are worthy and beautiful
I love that shirt on you
your hair looks like fire
or a radiant sunset

And when people tell me that they
love me?!
No, NO! You can’t love me!
i am unloveable. How can you-?

How can you love me
when i don’t even love myself
sometimes?
Why do you love me?

Sometimes I wonder what
I should say to my younger self
Should I be tough like my parents were
or should I simply say that I understand
things suck sometimes
but you’re still here regardless.