My father preferred a crunchwrap
double-shelled taco or a Mexican pizza
to whatever my mother had left for us
in the crock pot. On the nights he didn’t eat,
there was no question of where he’d been.
It was the dietary equivalent of cheating,
the home-grown vegetables left to simmer
into mush as he gorged himself on tortillas
white as bleach, but sweet as the empty
space inside a cavity. His body was a plant
rooted in the wrong soil, withered at
the edges. Death coiled around him
like a taproot trying to find nutrients
in clay, his pale fingers turning black
as they wrapped around another
soft taco. Even in the nursing home,
where he was the youngest by at least
thirty years, he asked his friends to bring
chalupas, bean burritos, Baha blasts,
not caring how long he lived, not wondering
if life could be more than a greasy stop
on a long stretch of road, an empty wrapper.
Food for thought…loved the interlinkage
I love this – its construction, language, story-line – well done and thank you!
I laughed when reading the title, yet I winced almost immediately at the end of your first sentence: to whatever my mother had left for us
in the crock pot.
This tension was quite effective throughout the whole poem. I followed the story and could identify with the emotions and relationships even though the specifics would be different for me.