I didn’t ask for this!
Mind battling with conflicting interpretations of my post recent situation causing me to lose my syncopation with life.
I thought I was born to be a wife.

Before the darkness came there was nothing but light. Clarity seeing. Forward thinking. Peaceful dreaming. Serenity drinking. Before darkness.

Now, I can’t see past the lies. All things are blurry before my eyes. And all I want is what once was again.

Then I think to embrace the darkness because after it, light comes again.