I was walking along a Florida beach
when a man approached just to talk.
I’d walked many miles, all the way from
Miami to somewhere north of there.
I’m not sure where I was. The post 9/11
world was fuzzy back then;
And, my mind was just beginning to emerge
from decades of traumatic abuse.
We talked for a while about nothing
but life and the strange times.
Was he an angel? I wonder that still,
for at that time I was struggling on so many levels.
Pennies in my pocket, and not a job
in sight, save an ice cream shop,
whose owner thought I was a Jew
just for having a widow’s peak.
It was true. My father was Jewish,
but that’s beside the point.
What difference does religion make
to ice cream, coffee, and milk shakes?
Anti-Semitic jerk!
Back to the angel on the beach…
what was his name? I don’t recall…
He gave me a rock. Just a small, round,
flat sandstone, about the size of a silver dollar.
He said “where I’m from, when someone gives you
a round rock, you put it in your pocket,
and it will turn into money. I think he was right.
After that, my luck changed, though very slowly.
It was among many low points in my life,
all of which I survived with growing strength.
I am comfortably secure these days,
though still quite cautious with money.
And, I still have that rock in my wallet.