Dad has disbursed. He vibrates higher now, his pitch and tone as clear as bellsound. He isn’t as invested in physical things these days. He let’s me know that although they seem critically important when we are here, they simply do not hold the same gravity from non physical.

I ask him what he does these days. He tells me he does the equivalent of what we understand as deep thinking or meditation. He says that it is like trying hard to figure something out, but already knowing everything there is to know about everything. He says it is perfect intentional vibration. I ask him if I can join him in doing it. He reminds me that we are all joined always, so if I try it, I will naturally be trying it with him, and the rest of The Collective.

He says I am always welcome.

He is much more a teacher than the goofy guy that was my dad, but I still recognize an essence of him in what remains.

I tell him I still want to remember him as he was here. He encourages me to relive the memories, and enjoy where I am right now. This last part is very Disbursed Eternal Being Dad.

I tell him Iove him… miss him so much! He radiates Purity and Consciousness over me. I never want to stop feeling  that. When he feels me, he goes, and I am left to enjoy where I am right now, and to remember Dad the way he was when he was here, my physical form Dad.

Thank you, Dad. Thank you Disbursed Form Dad in The Collective. I love and need you both so much…!

 

Elizabeth Fellows

6/27/2020, 9pm