I wish we could be together
I wish forever was actually lasted forever
I wish you didn’t feel like a figment of my imagination
I wish love wasn’t such a complication
I wish we both had the will and the strength
To go to every and all lengths
To fight for each other
Because you are my one and only lover
But alas we are both powerless on our knees
This love we cannot sieze
Never to together feel the calming wave of peace
Because now our love is uncontrollably deceased
Good use of repetition at the beginning lines. Maybe try playing with the capitalization and line breaks to make the thoughts feel a bit more disjointed, to try to show the emotional turmoil through form as well as content.