How can I give you truth

When I don’t understand the question

Or myself

Or this rotten, toxic world

Truth scares me

Truth eats at me

Truth makes me want to vomit

If I give you truth

You will just reject it anyway

So I sit here

Wallowing in facts

Wasting words no one will read

Wondering how to tell you the truth

Answering your questions

That make no sense

Spilling my truth all over the place