Praying for a (Marathon) Miracle
The summertime flu comes around once
a year, always when you need it least.
But it’s that slow ache brings you back
to life. Stuffy head and heavy heart
broken reminders of things loved
and missed, required when you lack.
It signals that you have a mind
creative, a heart still beating, slowly
and then quick, a push and pull of strength
you didn’t know you had. You resist
the temptation of medicine calling
from the cabinet not wanting the numb
that comes. But it’s the ideas you crave,
the hallucinations that ensue,
the spin of the world going
dizzy and sideways – just for you.