more cramping
more discharge
more eggwhitey
suddenly
and
than before
more bleeding
more living up in my shoulders and less in my core
more living up in my head and less in
me
less me

more fluid
more swabs
more charting
more medical
more stress
more anxiety
more sadness
more alarms
more frantic
more bodies
more warmth
despite the cold
more light
no light
more pain
more pain

more pain

less baby

no baby.
more pain