Hour 4:

Never picture myself caught in the lies of a love affair,

I initiated more,

Nonetheless, I couldn’t fathom you would take it there,

omittance of truth,

Is the same as a lie,

So looking at you the same,

Is going to take some time,

No need to express any emotions,

The parameters of our relationship was not thoroughly established,

But I should have noticed your sporadic habits,

I had a feeling, but like a child on the playground, I let it slide,

Seesaw, roller coaster of emotions, along for the ride,

Questions should’ve gotten answered,

Questions that never was asked,

Moments to years… Time went so fast,

Questions speed through my mind like an olympic race,

We must talk for my thoughts to hold steadfast,

Though I’m not just yet ready to take on this daunting task.

My vulnerabilities may open, this page has passed,

I’m turning a new page, (the books still open),

Using different color ink,

Displaying what it means to be free.