I am all but the
Happiness I portray,
But I keep smiling,
Hoping for a better day,
Life travels everywhere
But in the distance I choose,
I forbid fighting battles,
I always lose.
Anxiety of trying too hard,
Confused on playing the right card.
Fear drags my emotions
Where I dare not go,
Forcing me to push
Away everyone I know,
Struggling with love and
Ambitions drain me, I feel faint,
Am I just struggling,
Or struggling with angst?