Original line is from Howl, by Carl Ginsberg: “who scribbled all night rocking and rolling over lofty incantations which in the yellow morning were stanzas of gibberish”
I cannot tell you how or who
creates poetry out of the scribbled,
mush-mashed ramblings told by all.
I cannot tell you day or night
of the rhythmic, deafening rocking
of time as I waited for you and
in that moment, angrily rolling
in our bed, with the sheet over
my eyes and ideals, be they lofty
or just simply the incantations
that clear my mind of whose or which
still too angry to truly speak in
harsh prose. Stammering over the
anger to get past the golden yellow,
to start the new morning
no longer ‘we are’, but now ‘were’
forming meaning from stanzas
that cut brutally short of
creatively giving love or worth to gibberish.