still
i exhume no worry when i see
sun spears glinting around your head,
poised to strike us down. on bear lake
the wind got so heavy our boat drifted
off with two anchors down.
i would dash your name
in the dust-film of old countertop,
clutter the air with specks of scribble.
the cottage sleeps all day long, while
we him in its belly.
against
the driftwood spine of boardwalk,
you sit,
legs flowing
off the edge, twin
waterfalls paused at toetip
before they collapse into shimmer.
how can you
still
hold my lungs taut in fear.
how can you
still hold me with your voice,
when to close your lips
is to let go.