I remember, towards the end
You asked me why I don’t tell you
You are beautiful
I thought it strange you would ask such a thing
As I recall, I told you so every day
I smiled when you ever came to mind
Which was always
When I saw you, I wouldn’t hesitate to kiss you
When you would pass by
I would embrace you
Never to let go
You said, I didn’t show it enough
I didn’t tell you enough
You were mistaken, mi amor
I told you every day
Every moment you were in my presence
Could it have been that I did not say it enough?
I won’t deny that
In my defense, though, you knew I was of few words
My heart did not reside on my sleeve
In fact, the truth is
I did not dare attempt such a feat
To tell how beautiful you are
How much more I fall in love
When you look at me
Your way
I can not encapsulate the extent of your grace
Within the mire of words
Sought and placed as markes
Upon the portrait you are
It would be as futile a thing to attempt
As it would be for anyone to describe a sunset
Try as I might have, it would be done in vain
For I could never put words to what I could never understand
It is my greatest regret
For all that we lived
For all the love we had
You could never see
The words I spoke
In ever kiss
In every look
In every moment when all I could do
Is stare in wonder
How could a wayward soul like me
Be so lucky
To find such a beautiful thing
In such an ugly world
And somehow convince it
To love me
It really is… beautiful, the flow of words and the tone on point. I love it.
This is as sad as it is beautiful. Somehow, it made me think of song lyrics from the group Handsome Devil, “…let me love you, so I can love myself.”
It’s a beautiful, sad and profound poem. You could feel the love and passion with every word that you wrote.