Hour 3, Prompt 1: Worth It
I am playing hot potato again
turning my histories
over between veiny hands
always desiring
something more delicious
and burning through a forest
of tastebuds,
old journals, and bridges
that used to lead to familiar places
But, if it was easy, would it be an adventure?
Often
I have been a coarse red brick
Like the one my grandmother heaved
Through the window
Of the family car
And when my ex caught me
Baring my teeth and banging
My head against a kitchen cabinet
I wanted instead to turn to dust
But, if it was easy, would it be as much of a lesson?
Perpetually
defiant of my own density
in body and mind, I rebel
and when I am sluggish
I set my sights on greater altitudes
refusing to be limited by heat and the
melting of my wings as I make yet another attempt
At proving how far I can climb
to again throw myself into the searing sun
But, if it was easy, would it be as much fun?
All of this
is merely the brief shadow
of a thing in motion
and from a distance
my bumbling and missteps
are forgotten by all but me
and when I look back at myself
through the telescope of infinitely loving eyes
all I can see is a star eager to expand
And if it was easy, it wouldn’t be worth it.
