A separate land

I in a separate land called land i feel in love with a beauty whose character is like a odious vermin

But she pleads with me not to leave her for she knows how much disrespect i take daily

Her lies is enough to put a man to his early grave, she cheated once and as swore to remain faithful ever since then

But my trust for her has withered still trying to add manure to see if it can be saved hopefully it won’t be a waste

I am trying to

Umbrellas 1/2 marathon poem #5

Umbrellas
1/2 marathon poem #5

Raindrops fall upon dancing umbrellas
On an English summer’s windswept day
Children jumping embracing their mothers
In an English weather’s cabaret.

(C) Scott Coe 2020

Hour 5 LIMERICK

There once was a newlywed fella
Equipped with a wondrous umbrella.
Said his blushing young bride,
“Please don’t open inside.
The weather in there is quite stella!”

 Umbrellas

 

Open umbrellas–

Solid, plaid, paisley, striped,

for shower and sun.

 

Expect a downpour,

then grab one going out the door,

and sing in the rain.

 

But if the sun shines,

Copying Miss Scarlet O’Hara

Sure sounds mighty fine.

 

Let Me Explain (open letter to “the jitters”) (Prompt 3)

It started with a howling clock – a coyote or a wolf
Hair prickling feral screams in disoriented darkness
Nowhere I can identify not even the when
And then there was the wailing of cats outside a window
Human wailing didn’t sound like mine but my mouth
Was open pupils dilated I’m not here

Let me explain; I never want to sleep

In hospital gown sneaking from dim room
No surprise sighs of exasperation
Give more medication just knock her out
Benadryl Ambien NyQuil or Valium
Runs down the halls and slides in slippers
Sounds cuter when they call it “the jitters”
More like inky terror heavy on my chest
Dragging down to the hell that’s hidden at the bottom of the bed

Let me explain; I never want to sleep

I let my lovers take my body but never
The remote control I need to control sound and light
Need them to fight back the shadows
Don’t ask me what time I shut my eyes
If I stayed up until sunrise do you really think
Curtains open or melatonin have ever brought me peace

Let me explain; I never want to sleep

Hour 5 – Luminaries

Luminaries

I take myself away to a dark place
to reacquaint myself with the stars
Leo the Lion, Hydra, Canis Major,
winged horses, dragons, warriors, kings
Stories of gods who are no longer immortal
and creatures both noble and nonexistent
Eyes skyward, I fall back
back in time, back in history
Mythology and distant fireballs swirling above

Big Picture

I took a picture today.

It was first of sun hitting the mountains just right to highlight the greens, reds, golds merging to a new color.

The next was the many colors and designs of the umbrellas which reflected the sun and the rain.

I looked at the trees to which some had shapes which could be hearts and doors and more things.

I put my head up to the sky and looked that the branches trying to reach each other in the air.

Next, we went next to the water the light reflected clear which showed calmness and did not move the boats close to the launch.

The vibrant and unique umbrellas disappeared after a while.

The rain created darkening clouds although the trees looked closer to each other making it darker.

The shapes made it look like signs which the trees wanted to show others.

I wish I had a camera to take a picture.

 

Onward

I fell in love with a saxophonist,

And she played a dirge to my heart.

 

I admired her everything,

And ended up in a sea of loneliness.

 

Damn! I loved the way you carry your presence like a gamut of beauty.

Beautiful flower,

I thought I could be sheltered in your umbrella.

 

Well, I’m out.

I’m on my way to find another.

Burning Man Blues

I was 8 blocks from my camp site
Then surrounded by sirens and flashing lights
Another DWB, driving while black violation
Unholstered guns pointed my direction
Flash lights beaming in my eyes
Cause to search my car based on lies

I got burned at my first Burning Man

Pulled out my car so that they could tear it apart
Against a truck with a rapidly beating heart
Belongings spread out across playa sand
Then I found myself with cuffed hands
I had left passengers at willcall
Somethings in their bags lead to my fall
I was placed in the back of a cruiser
Riding across the desert fearing for my future

I got burned at my first Burning Man

For a crime that wasn’t mine taken to jail
Facing 60 years in prison and 555,000 bail
Cleared my life savings to clear my name
Breathed freedom after a month caged
Most of the charges weren’t even real
Now so I can’t sue they are offering a bum deal

I got burned at my first Burning Man

1. Shero

Intelligence, Resilience, Tenacious, Loving, Nurturer.
Immigrating from a country that didn’t give her many opportunities,
She risked everything for the betterment of her child,
So that her daughter would thrive in the land of opportunities,
So that she could see her child enjoy a life filled with freedom rather restrictions…
She was passive and obedient for most of her life,
She faced an infinite amount of suffering,
She endured jealousy, hatred, oppression, in the form the family she married into….
She was living only for her children during this time,
Her children were witnesses of all the social crimes that she survived,
There were so many forms of hatred that were being spewed at her mother…
It wasn’t until she was older that the suffering and her passive traits were changing…
It took about half of her life to fully understand who she was meant to become…
At 50 years old, she witnessed the courage and strength that she withheld throughout her entire life….
She was like a phoenix, rising from the ashes of her pain and reborn as a stronger version of who she used to be…
This mother of three decided to be strong when she was shamed for being harassed….
She was fed up with the unnecessary stresses of her in-laws and husband,
She was done listening to anyone about who she was or what she could do,
She was over the bullshit excuses she told herself about them,
She finally saw them for who they really were…
They manipulated her, abused her, and took advantage of her kind nature,
They didn’t deserve what she had offered them for most of her life…
She became someone who wasn’t willing to listen to those who oppressed her any longer…
She became someone who didn’t want to serve backstabbing people anymore…
She let go of her old self and decided to become who she was meant to be…
She is now a star in her own world…
She has people who support her and love who she truly is…
She has changed people’s lives in the best ways possible…
Whether it was through an unexpected gift or a heartfelt conversation…
She touched people’s souls if they would let her..
She is my Shero.