Hardened Heart

The crust of the Earth holds many secrets

Petrified in rock and wood.

Therein is the shape of a heart

seared through layers of sandstone.

Did erosion cause this art?

Or did some ancient lover carve

his love into stone?

Then again, does it really matter?

Hour 5: Memory On a Tree

While walking in the woods one day,

I came upon a tree.

It reached up high, majestic

Its grandeur called to me.

I took my time exploring

Its ancient roughened bark

And when I came to the other side

I spied a time-worn mark.

A heart was carved into the wood

Sap covered, its age was evident.

In my mind I saw the story

Of a love given sentiment.

I imagined two young lovers,

On a casual stroll one day

They came upon this same tree

And stopped along the way.

In a romantic rush of ardour

The two hearts were drawn as one

After they had left their mark

They resumed their walk beneath the sun.

Hour 5

In this 5th hour

I feel the need to say

I am a black woman

With black children

Who matter to me.

In this, the 5th hour…

It is important that you see

My black family is just as important as all you have produced from your belly.

In this the 5th hour, I want to scream…

Stand with me

Reassure me that I am worthy of the very breath I breathe.

In this 5th hour, please I beg of thee…

Branches

cobweb tentacles

dendrite feelers

stretching, reaching

doing what they know

only through risk

can we grow

Journey

bravely

stupidly?

stubbornly

I set out today

across a land

vast and dangerous

threats on every surface

potentials

unknown

could I die alone

on a prairie highway?

lie

all hope lost

ravaged by this menace

conniving to rid the earth

of a race of parasites

 

nature’s cleansing sweep

is ridding the earth of killers

with no conscience

the human race

that doesn’t care enough

for the creator

who feeds and shelters

masses intent

on filling needs

nonsensical

unnecessary

momentarily pleasurable

ultimately unfulfilling

stuff, things, gear and good

that kill

kill the human race

as I embark

into the unknown

intent on going home

I pray it won’t be

to my last

inevitable

resting place

 

 

Prompt Five (5): Carved In My Heart [Hour 5]

Carved In My Heart

Do you remember me?

We met here…

Long ago;

Lifetimes before.

Do you know me, still?

We met again,

Right here…

Not even a moment ago.

More than once…

twice

three times, four and five…

a dozen times.

Always so close…

Yet, not at all.

You held me up …

Called me your angel;

Called me your own.

You stopped,

for awhile.

I dreamed you back…

to life . . .

You have forgot?

You hold me in your heart…

This I know.

You carved me in there,

You thanked me there.

Come back …

Once more …

For as long as you can.

For I have been left …

alone …

you are my soul.

We are carved together …

Forever.

You know that.

Hour 5: Clouds

This night sky full of stars

Reminds me of when I was a kid

And looked up to a similar sky

Wondering if I could reach those stars

If I stretched my hand far enough

 

The dreams changed when 

One day I could only see

The dark clouds covering the sky

Which had always seemed so 

So invincible, so untouchable

 

Yearning for the light

I couldn’t understand why

Why didn’t the sky fight back

Was it’s light not enough

To even make a crack in the foreboding clouds?

 

Of course, things have changed

since then, I have changed

And now I realize that maybe

Maybe the clouds were just like me

Admiring something from far below

wondering if they could ever reach it…

Maybe if they stretched far enough?

Picture This – My Officer, My Son

I last posed with you for a picture at the airport

177 moon sleeps ago.

I had to ask for the picture, but there we are in

our winter coats, time escaping too fast

my heart racing below the layers because

for the first time I didn’t know when

the baby I had born, now a man,

would return to me.

A call that few answer to serve and train

against dangers seen, my son, a Marine,

taking charge of other mother’s sons and daughters,

who said yes to “The Few, The Proud,”

Words etched in our hearts and waking moments.

So we save the pictures that come  –

a glimpse of  purpose, proof of life –

A sign that destiny is unfurling and a mother

who had the courage to say “go and be”

in certain uncertain times

while she too sleeps under a hopeful moon

dreaming of the next time she stands, arm around

her grown child, posing for a moment of proof.

Starting brand new

Realize my life is not going the way it was planned

And when I followed what everyone else wanted…

Let’s just say now I’m even more miserable

Tired of playing by everyone else’s rules

So now I am playing hard and my way

Woke up this morning

And now I’m at the point in my life where I say

FUCK YOU!!!

Fuck you and the world!!!

Realize no one has my back

They swear they have my back

Sure yeah right

Have my back

That is it

No other way