12pm Exhale
Let go…..
24 Poems ~ 24 Hours
Let go…..
your galaxies
of friends
still mourn
your corn-
y brilliant humor.
(note: This is based on a form by Lorine Niedecker.)
memories of summertime
concrete sidewalks hold the memories
of us playing hopscotch and jumping rope
in the street
playing jacks in rotation on the porch
you sitting in your red t-shirt, tan shorts
eating an ice cream cone in the middle of july
me-
leaning against the railing in my tank top,
cut-off jeans and flip-flops
watching the sky change from dawn to dusk
we were always friends
always so alive with promise
imagination and wonder
always so full of hopes and dreams
some days i think i would give anything to go
back there
to that easy time and place
when all we needed was .25 worth of candy in our pockets
and a freeze cup to make us happy
put a smile on our face
sometimes
i think i’d give anything to go back
then i remember to be grateful
that i still have those memories
floating around my brain
Grandma, I sure miss the way
you’d tell me stories every day
and cook me dinner without delay
when deciding to prolong my stay.
At thanksgiving, always such a treat
is where the family’d yearly meet
for turkey, ham and tasty sweets
and then a tournament, cards they be
pinochle winner, a trophy get ye
let’s not forget the rivalry
watching Cowboys/Eagles on TV
what is best, the love we give
hugs and kisses when we leave.
Any time we needed her
the house was open, and with care
she’d talk to us or leave us be
and things would soon be alrighty.
Dear Grandmom, used to be such fun
Tall Pines camping, in shade and sun
yummy casseroles, and pies galore
a campfire and some yummy s’mores
swimming in the campground pond
and watching fireworks at day’s end.
Most of all, we loved the way
you taught us how to live and pray
the church is where you’d always be
and followed your example we
so then could live eternally
and meet you again, heavenly.
– Sandra Johnson
Ah, Smiles emerge when I think of you standing there: tall, kind, soft-spoken - the first gentleman I've known. We waited for car rides and balanced books that bright afternoon. Your wit and insight shone through and broke your shyness. 13 at the time, little did we realize a final goodbye would come not even ten years later. 13 at the time, our dreams were all possible. Our world was still hopeful, open to all we'd do, ready for our shaping hands and youthful souls. You studied at Cornell, you were changing the world already. A car accident off a bridge ended your contributions. We had seen each other only briefly at a college party. You remained among the finest gentlemen I'd know. You still are, crystallized in my mind's eye these decades past. We've all grown older: wrinkles, addictions, children who gave us grandchildren. You should be with us. Fatigue is here, yes, but life is still worth the struggles. Others from our class died, too. I imagine you there on a bright afternoon, welcoming them A haunting, silent summer has closed in; we look to our past. I think of you and your promise. Our tired world grow brighter in those moments. I remember you.
Mom,
I’m participating in this years Poetry Marathon again. I really wish we had been able to do one together. You were the reason I started writing poetry in the first place. “Mandy & Nanny” will always be my favorite.
You were the inspiration for some of my best work last year, as we had just recently lost you. I have a few that I’ve written over the years about you. As we write to feng shui our souls.
So much has happened since you left. 2020 has been insane. Lex ran off to OH and got married. I made her headpiece from part of your dress. 😍
Cas and Jessi just moved to PA. She accepted the invitation to study at Carnegie Mellon. 🥰
We lost David and Ralph, I know y’all are partying up there.🤣
Don’t worry about Daddy. We do Daddy Daughter Days much more often. 😘 We even did a videochat with the girls this past Thursday.😁
We miss you every day.
Love always
💜 Mandy
Hour 2
Recipe poem
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© r. l. elke
Dearest Love,
I can never quite find the words, that my heart wants me to say, they seem to get stuck somewhere so very far away, I call to them with my memory, I try to cox them out with love but alas they are still hidden away.
I wish time was endless, oh wait l guess it is, it is our bodies that are born to decay our time in sun so brief yours left a little sooner than I could ever bare, to me you were still a child learning to breath the air, l guess I need to hold you, even though you are wisp, a song without instrument, a breath without heart., love without tomorrow, a kiss trapped in my dreams.
Dearest love, I miss you, I want hold you in my arms, your grave has grown wild flowers that have a little charm, l pick them every spring and bring them to my room, on the pillow beside me I let them release their seed, their scent reminds of the perfume your wore behind your ear, goodnight my love, l will never say goodbye, for one day l will join you in you castle in the sky,
Yours always, Sand.
My dear grandchild,
Silas MacKenzie Mathews,
You would be a man by now.
So many years have passed.
How we wanted you to stay,
but your fragile body wouldn’t let you.
Did you hear what your daddy said that day,
your last day here?
He said, “I am proud of my son.
He tried his best to live.
He stayed as long as he could.”
Eleven weeks wasn’t long enough for any of us.
We still talk about you, Silas.
We still say your name.
We have not – will not – forget
that you were here,
that you were ours,
that you are as much a part of this family as any of us.
You were – you are – real.
And we can’t wait for the day
we each can join you where you are.
Tell me, do you grow up in Heaven?
Or will you still be that precious baby that we love?
Either way, this grandma will be ready
to give you a lifetime’s worth of love.
Dearest Sue,
Our lives had known so little loss before your death
we hardly knew how to take it.
You left a void near impossible to fill,
though I have tried.
From one former single mother to another,
thank you for the son you raised,
and for showing him what a true life partner could be
when you found your own.
Some called you a witch
when you found water’s flow beneath the earth
with your willow rods.
Others named you horse whisperer,
healing broken bodies and minds
with nothing but your gentle touch
and whispered strengthening words.
Perceptive beyond the norm,
sensing both good and danger within,
you guided and protected all you met.
Your many talents approached
the occult, yet I never knew
a woman both spiritual
and earthbound, before you.
I love you,
mother-in-law.
You are still here.