Recipe for Chaos

This is my grandmother’s recipe, so bear with me

1 tsp of sheer dumb luck

2 tbsp of a winning smile

1 and 1/2 tbsp nicotine addiction

1 cup of blatant disregard of those around him

2 cups unrelenting visions of grandeur

This recipe takes a while to perfect, so start it as soon as you can.

Once you begin, it will never end.

Maggie 1/2 marathon poem #1

Maggie
1/2 marathon poem #1

The Iron woman with an iron fist
Cast her long shadow over Britain’s poor
Maggie the destroyer of miner’s hopes
Cast her long shadow over pit and moor

The blue dragon with an icy soul
Spits her bitter breathe over Tyne and Trent
Maggie the heartless thief of children’s milk
Winter’s bitter taste of our discontent

The Iron woman with an heart of stone
Fated by the warm bile upon her throne
Maggie killed by her own poll tax spell
Taken to the sword by all of her own.

Mommy

Difficult decision that I had to make

Felt in love hard

Choose a guy who showed me affection

Kiss here

Hug there

Fuck all around

Excuse me

Thought we were making love

Spent a whole month together

To him

He was just in it for a good fuck

Why

Loved him

Still in love with him

Found out i was carrying his child

He locked down

Told him

Made a decision

Difficult decision

Me

Decided to keep my love child

And he asked for a stupid test

Contemplated

Contemplating on

How do I take care of a baby

While deciding completely

About keeping my baby

Gained a new title

Mommy

Hour 2

Black girl magic bars

Crush white supremacy into dust

Mixed with the fat of the land

Top with chocolate

Serve piping hot

Along with white tears

 

 

Sophie’s Dream (Hour 1)

In a paradise of dreaming fields,
walking the inner path of righteous purpose,
pores open along the mother’s young, incubating body,
skin fearlessly drinking the living warmth of the sun’s rays.

Protecting the child, the idea, the seed of the future
swathed in white, rose-petaled linen.
In the silence of her steps that barely
disturb the dust of this sterile road,
memories of their atrocities are not far behind.

When the holy house on the hill comes into view
she checks over her shoulder,
for the shouts and the cries of the innocent,
the bombs and the wails of the dying still echo—
all the horrors of the world persist.
The soul of humanity at risk of being lost,
severed by a fear-hunger feeding upon itself,
the world at war but the child in her arms still sleeps.

The abyss is insurmountable, measureless
a yawning vacancy of indifference swallowing all,
everything dances momentarily upon its lips.
Nothing is safe, only delayed in its ingestion.

She sets the child down on the edge,
carves its name into the earthen flesh of human consciousness.
Save this dream blossoming upon the graves of war!
Knowing the cost, knowing the risk,
she steps forward knowing that all
might change for the sake of belief—
FREEDOM.

White roses dissipate,
an ethereal fire escapes the darkness.

Sophie Scholl Revolt & Resistance www.HolocaustResearchProject.org

Prompt #1: God’s Perfect Creation

In the beginning of time God created Eve,
Companion and partner to Adam.
So on and so on through the generations.
God’s perfection, all the way to me.
Women, a balance of strength and beauty.
Perfect with her teenage pimples and womanly curves.
With the passing of years
Mind and body evolved.
There are dings along the way.
Broken hearts and broken bones,
All serving to only improve her.
While some women master the art of Cover Girl or Este Lauder,
She washes her face and allows the world to see her
Just as God made her.
Daughter, wife, friend, mother, boss, employee.
God’s perfect creation.

Freedom – Poem #2

    Freedom

One day very soon
I will be free to go
From this rehab place
As I please, you know

To begin again
My very own life
With all the hazards
Including its strife

Independence and
Quiet solitude
To be alone helps
Balance attitude

The Purest of Hearts

As I sit here, thinking, typing, deleting, retyping
I hear you in the other room
Arguing with our dachshund
JackJack
And I can’t help, but smile

You two going back and forth
You, telling him,
“No! Stop chewing on mommy!”
Him,
*whine*
*growl*
*grumble*
*whine*
Me, listening
Imagining the sight
As my heart playfully battles with a pup
Smiling at the thought of how patient you are
How much love you have to give
How good a person you are

In spite of all you endured

It is why I admire you
And aspire to be
So much better than I am
So much better than I was
When you first met me

You’ve just chastised him about bullying our cats
Trying to make them *squeak* like his favorite toys
Which they do, sometimes
All the while I hear him
In response
*whine*
*growl*
*grumble*
*whine*
And you laugh
So pure a sound

1. LIFE IN LOCKDOWN

The world has turned upside down.

Social distancing is the new norm.

It takes some getting use to, this life in lockdown.

in all its unique form.

 

My profession, I conduct over social media.

Zoom meetings, telephone consultations are all virtual.

To make it work, finding a new way, a new idea.

Is this going to be the new perpetual?

 

No restaurants and no eating out!

No cinema, no sports and no social gathering!

Always a mask on my face if I am out and about

Always washing hands and sanitizing!

 

But Wait!  Social distancing has some positive privilege.

My home is my new office, hence no traffic.

More time to spend with my family, an added advantage

No longer in a rat race, rushing here and there to make quick.

This new norm, I can get use to,

since, staying at home, circumvents, çontracting the corona flu!

Where’s Me Muse?

One minute and counting. Where’s my muse? Gone. It’s had vegan choc cake, been giggling with friends, crying with friends …but where’s the muse. In the oven with the chick pea balls? In the fridge with the carrot salad? On the front stoop where my friend is having a ciggie…. Muse, oh muse. I am not amused. But hey, a few words for the first shot…. hmmmmm now where shall I go. Heading into hour two. Well here goes……