Banking

A lock of hair finds its way into my mouth

My shadow skips along

I walk unencumbered

The tiny flame in my heart burning bright

Kindled with painstaking care

May it glow forevermore

Casting its light on you and I

For I am banking on you

My devil, my light.

Your Anecdotes are My Memories

I.
“Remember when…?” Can’t say I do
I remember instead the stories you tell.
And I’m sure your stories are quite true
“Remember when…?” Can’t say I do.
I’m full of holes, events slip through
But stories sometimes stick quite well.
“Remember when…?” Can’t say I do
I remember instead the stories you tell.

II.
Tales of me in school, I learn and grow
But never quite best in show
Just that bit too slow,
Like… you know.
Sheep

Tales of teen years, not much in there though
That’s when M.E. laid me low
Just that bit too slow,
Like… you know.
Sleep

Tales of my youth, fare to and fro
Keen to be doing, but no
Just that bit too slow,
Like… you know.
Weap

III.
Then come the lost years
The tales you can’t tell,
For you were not here –
Or I was not there
Which is the same thing
For our purposes.

Without my Boswell
I cannot recall
How I passed that time
Only that time passed
And now I make an
Effort to catch it.

My memories are yours
Please tell them to me
And maybe this time
I will remember.

 

Forms used:
I. = Triolet
II. = Triquint

Prompt: Write a poem about your childhood. Ideally this poem should contain between 1 and 5 numbered sections.

5.Self-Doubt

Doubt has swallowed me whole.

Stole my desire and even a tried to capture part of my soul .

I get lost in his hold, lost in its grip and each month I become a captive bought and sold to the highest bidder .

Weakness brought on with her sadness and regret .

Allowing another beautiful day to slip by unable to harness the pure energy from within.

I am a prisoner in my own body. 

Pain is my bondsman and for half the month I see no end in sight. 

Past hurts, unfinished work, I am not to be crossed, even I dare not try to rock my own  boat. 

I can ban all food fast away, yet the hurt will not quell the pain. 

No physical pain out does the mental anguish that remains. 

It’s all the same. 

Some months are physical and others it’s all in my mood.

 

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Almost there…

I got ahead of myself somewhere. No idea where. But I guess it’s easily done when you’re distracted, a little drunk, and sleep deprived.

But I’m back on track for the final hour.

Will try to go out with a bang.

To the Park

Outside! Let’s go up the hill to the park

We’ll grab the gear, put on our shoes

Let’s start

To play

Today not promised nor timed, let’s run in the wind and jump to the rhymes

1 the sun is out and shining

2 the breeze is blowing cool

3 the birds sing in the trees

4 blue water at the pool

5 inside there are too many rules

Outside! Let’s go up the hill to the park

We know the way

We follow our hearts

Oh if this way everyday we could end and start. At least in my mind every time reminisce on this part of youth.

Prompt 30, Hour 24

You made it (almost)! Congratulations! Hooray! Now just one more poem to write.

For the final prompt I want you to write a poem with the title of an 70’s or 80’s – pop rock anthem. For example We Are The Champions, Eye of The Tiger, Don’t Stop Beliven’.

 

 

11. Blue Clouds 

Blue

Blue clouds can be in reverse of white or gray. 

They come after rainbow clouds, and do not stay.

An iridescence, a solar halo with ice crystals and water droplets that diffract the sun’s light. 

Flying higher than any man-made kite.

Blue clouds are dreams deferred, like Langston Hughes’ poem.

Blue clouds are definitely something elusive we can “show’em”.

They are no longer imaginary, they are more like blue moons in the sky.

Two full moons in one month are the distant relatives of blue clouds who can often appear shy.

Blue clouds are saved up dreams come to life and fears rolled into one.

Blue clouds are filled with all the hues of the oceans, rivers, seas, lakes and sun.

They include every spectrum of the sky, from the early morning sliver grey  that comes hours before the break of blue begins to mature into day.

Long before it melts into the time of day between light and dark.

It is made up of the twilight that illuminates the sky line like roman glass with its soft pastel hues.

Deepening into jewel tones that appear after sunsets turn into midnight black that cover the the night the sky in the darkest shades of blackberry blue.

Blue clouds are all the tears we produce both joyous or sad. 

Blue clouds are the veins in our bodies that we always had.

Dependent on the amount of oxygen needed to make the iron rich blood coursing through our our veins appear blue.

Blue clouds beget the questions we have deep inside.

Blue is the faith we choose not to hide.

 

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God, My God (Poem #23)

God

You do so much for me

You are all encompassing

Ever present

You don’t leave me

You never forsake me

My life is in Your hands

God

My life would be pointless without you

Your words is a lamp to my feet

And is a light to my feet

You guide me

God

You are more than I could ever ask for

You take care of me

You love me

You are my Father

God

My God

You are extravagant