A people person, funny and outgoing, that’s me.
Full of life and ambitious,
I enjoyed life to the fullest and love to party.
Yes, a social butterfly but, I begun to suffer social anxiety and all.
It bacame worst, I wasn’t my best self,
Neither could I understand my true self
Hey, what’s going on with myself.
I became less and less visible and my bedroom was my only comfort zone.
But, I knew, I wasn’t depressed and so I shrugged my shoulder and ignored.
Yes, I am suffering from Chronic pain which sometimes holding me back and need to slow down.
When I am recharge, I noticed, I have the energy to please everyone.. Yeah.
Being introvert, is not my personality, born Leo the Lion and I’m full of life and queen of the party.
I am a people person and I hate being alone, consumed by my own thoughts will make me crazy.
I don’t want to live like Hermits, Monks or in a cloistered nun in a monastery.
I felt awkward for acting indifferent and that’s not me.
I want to be around with people and be happy, I made a lot of soul searching and meditating and
I made a covenant to myself and learned that, it’s imperative to make one thing and one day at a time and
Not to overwhelm with too many appointment.
I know myself better now, by doing exactly one thing and one day at a time.