Putting mom by # 10

Putting mom by

 

Fresh ripe bossy

Tomatoes boiled into

Clear wide jars

Without consent

Waiting their destiny

 

Packing mom away

Moving her into

Clean narrow rooms

Her things divided

Beyond her touch

 

Sweet bumpy corn

Shaved off the cob

Pickled to last

Revived for

Dinner with ham

 

Mom fades with

Little grace

No longer queen

Her blue lips quiver

Never to taster

Sweet corn and ham

 

Hour Eleven

THE MONTH OF JUNE

 

crick clack snack she’s a

Jack of all trades

taking her sweet time mulling over

every

last

ounce of sweat.

 

Their sweat, not hers, she’s transferred pain

onto them and they have

no chance to decamp other than

to accept their fate:

 

she’ll circle ’round the mount about the

same time every year,

to haunt the minds of impressionables

and to steal

the

breath

of

cold.

 

 

 

ode to a banana

yellow rainbow

first food

put me in

a writing mood

 

monkeys favorite

playful phone

I can’t do this

on my own

 

all night coffee

and red wine

you’re a morning

friend of mine

 

crack your neck

peel off your skin

this just got dark

and made me grin

To My Big Sister

Remember the doll you made me,

her tiny, bendable limbs,

her auburn, embroidery-floss hair?

And that marvelous cape?

Remember the calligraphy you penned

and framed to spur me on in my writing?

Remember that first taste of shared freedom

when I visited you at college,

and you showed me the spot

where the warmth came up the sidewalk,

and another where a poet riffed on the stars.

We talked until you were hoarse.

May we never forget

our latest rain-drenched adventure

where we soaked to the skin in the woods

and I finally ruined my dress shoes.

I love how we fall, sometimes, into

singularly satisfying conversations–

explorations of ideas,

musings over an infinite map.

 

The gift of you as my sister, my dear,

is inestimable–a thing beyond achievement or price.

Hour Ten – To My Lovely Friend

I love You.

I love the way you are sitting there

Smoking cigarettes

in a row.

I love the way you turn

your back on me

to show

how much you do

not care

if I leave behind something

or not.

This was something you always

forgot

when I was a soulful

poet

how much I love you anyway

I’ll never

forget.

 

Your Unconditional Love

As a modern day version of the biblical Samaritan Woman (also known as the Woman at the Well in John 4) I survived child abuse and four broken marriages. At age 50 I met my FIFTH husband…who said he did not see me as a “messed up woman…but a woman who had never been loved the way she deserved”. (Later he said he saw me “Through the Eyes of Jesus”. What woman would not be overjoyed to be so “well-loved”. It was the Unconditional Love I had never known in human form. After sixteen years together he lost his cancer battle and I am still learning to live without my Soul Mate. For almost all of those sixteen years my husband Gerry (initials G.O.D.) performed with me as Denee The Clown while working with disabled students in the public school system. He was a Hero to many more than just me!

G & J 1998

You said you saw me through the Eyes of Jesus
Not a woman who was too far gone to save
You weren’t afraid to walk with me
This Divine Appointment made you brave

We spent many hours talking
and then one day we KNEW!
God had brought the two of us together
Our Spirits were “brand new”

Two hearts that needed healing
joined forever to be ONE
We saw so many miracles
and we had So much fun!

You shed your shy demeanor
then “Denee the Clown” appeared
We served up Joy and Laughter
and we often volunteered

You helped with the disabled
the students in your care
and anytime I needed help
Guess WHO was always there!

My love, you were my Hero
I am lost without you here
But the God you put your trust in
Is the ONE who keeps me near

He said He’d be a husband
to the Widows left behind
For you were an Earthly Preview
of HIS LOVE…the Heavenly kind

A love that’s always Giving
A love that’s ever True
How Blessed I was to love you
and to be SO WELL-LOVED by YOU!

cc& dc 2004

For Other People’s Flowers

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For the flowers in the urban tree pits,

for pictures of flowers on facebook,

for flowers for sale and displayed

in the city groceries.

For remembrance of flowers

in the front yard and in the back yard

at our home and at my grandparent’s,

for Mom who volunteered at the Garden Club.

For the church member who brought flowers

to my parents in the nursing home,

for my sister who works for a florist,

for another sister who takes photos of flowers.

For my best friend who has a tattoo of a tiger lily

encircling her belly button.

For someone who gave me an Easter Lily with love,

for those who enable my love to flower.

For all who read this and learn they

gave their gift as a flower to grow.

Phrase Florist 2016 Marathon Poem #9: Beneath The Surface

Beneath The Surface

Lurking there, beneath the surface, hides an insidious spiny thing.

With spikes for hair and claws for hands, never turn your back on the hideous being.

 

For it’s lightening quick, conscienceless incarnate and, above all, extremely, hellaciously vain.

 

Spiraling out of control and then freezing, you can never anticipate the creature’s response.

 

Quite neglectful and woeful, avoiding interactions, whenever and however, at every and all cost.

For the inner critic is a beast wrought and writhing, immoral and, yes, quite mental and insane.

The risks of appreciation

The risks of appreciation  more a list than a poem, but that’s okay.

The people get so little praise unsolicited, Unexpected,

appreciation and praise

Atta girl and you did great

That their first reaction is to bridle

stiffen as though this might be some joke

some setup to humiliate them.

Keep it simple, clear, and always truthful.

Do not be carried away with lavish praise.

Be specific about what you liked.

It does not matter where it  lay on some cosmic scale

YOU liked it and are expressing your admiration and appreciation.

Do not force them to accept the praise,

Offer it like you would offer a cold beverage,

and accept refusal cheerfully.

It was delivered and it will work its charm.

 

But it is worth the ristk.