Prompt One–The End

Caretaker

Caretaker

As I gazed at the day room
the head nurse shuffled through,
checking pulses and giving orders.
The carpenter slid along the walls
tap, tap, tapping for unseen studs.
The Wall Street broker yelled
into resident phones sell, sell, sell!

Slippery layers cradled within the skull
nestle gently against one another.
Whirls and folds contain the essence
of humanity, a seemingly random
jumble of gray flesh that is in fact
the backlit cosmos of each person,
unknown and unknowable beyond
outer myelinated mannerisms,
remembrance in repeated motion.

Tendrils of dementia infiltrate layers
like wood smoke on a cloudy night,
extinguish the memory of a child’s name,
a lover’s face, ember by glowing ember,
gone, but for the tap, tap, tapping,
the sell, sell, selling,
and the gentle, cool fingers
placed on the wrists
of other ghosting, fleshly shells.

Tracy Plath

Elitist

Dark purple and red,

Island sunset in the garden.

Smooth and thin-skinned.

Heirloom. Royalty. Expensive.

Nestled between creamy mozzarella and bright green sweet basil,

Drizzled with thick, sweet balsamic vinegar.

Salad, appetizer or entrée.

 

Verde charred and black.

Pity poor Hatch.

Common and cheap.

Socialist vegetable for the masses.

Stuffed in peasant patties of tasteless corn and flour.

Afterthought, poured over fried chips.

Never dessert.

 

All vegetables are equal, but some vegetables are more equal than others…

Some vegetables are fruits.

 

(Thanks George Orwell)

By Sue Storts

08/13/2016

 

Restart Error

My screen is stuck,

after countless times of restarting

an error message appears

“cut the chords”

So, I threw it out window

and never looked back.

 

The Kiss

His hands were warm

Upon my face

As he pulled me in

Each second frozen

In my mind

As I took it in

And then it happened

Just like that

His lips were on my lips

It was hard

And full of lust

Six months had built it up

It was worth it

To wait and wait

And now it was today

The taste was sweet

The touch electric

It was only him and me

Then it was over

I stood deprived

Needing more and more

I wouldn’t wait

Another second

I grabbed him and kissed him sore

Dead Poets Society (in memory of robin williams)

Despite the rain that day, I forewent the umbrella.

After everything, soaked clothes were the least of my concerns.

Watching them lower him down was the most painful thing I ever had to endure

But he’ll never know it.

I lingered long after everyone else had left.

I only wish he had the common courtesy to follow suit.

Now, here I stand two years later

with no idea how I made it this far without him.

Sometimes, I think about jumping in after him

but then I realize worrying doesn’t suit me.

I mean he brought us joy long before he took himself from us.

Why should now be any different?

ASYLUM

Poppers in the hair , cheer in the air

Glasses floated on here and there,

Dresses caressed and cheeks kissed ,

At the back , frowned and hissed.

Pride was held and pockets filled ,

Together they boasted and killed .

Cared for none , knew no fun ,

But stood out a setting sun.

Loner , he was , and,

Drowning deep down ,

Into the swamps of swank.

Stretched out no hands ,

Peeped out no eyes ,

For all was cheer and dear there.

December 22

Above all, I remember your purple toes–
a sign of the dead end you were approaching.
The seasoned nurse lifted the sheets
and showed me your long suffering digits
that used to bruise from toe shoes
in dance lessons in pink with ribbons.
Swollen and left behind, no longer required
to spin or point in first position.

Sister, I should have stayed beside you.
But your last anguish and your empty shoes
were more than I could bear to remember.

7am

Blinding sunlight

At 7am

I shield my eyes,

The lightness of my

Hands and soul and eyelids

Amazes me.

An unexpected sunny day

Breaks up my dreary gray

My soul finally awakes

And heals me with song.

I look out at the bright blue sky

Sigh.

Breathe.

Smile.

So This is How it Ends?

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You.

It all begins and ends with you–and your loneliness.

There is a loneliness that is incurable,

as terminal as life itself.

It’s the one that tracks all the barriers,

feels them with the tips of the mind’s fingers,

palpable as the stone, plaster and wood masonry wall.

It looks like that small child peeking over that garden wall,

only his brown, mop head visible,

panic in his eyes.

It’s the underside of your smile and the fake interest in your eyes,

gleaming with all you can muster.

It’s the voices that you respond to though no one else hears them.

It’s that mad conversation you have alone with yourself,

in the darkest part of the night.

It’s the realization

that the one sleeping next to you for the last 35 years

is a total stranger.

It’s the one incident that threw you over the edge

of shifted perspective,

never to return again,

like when you discover your life-long mate,

the father of your children,

never did have any craving desire for you–

ever.

And you never would have thought that.

That’s the enfolding isolation

that can never be breached, penetrated or dissolved.

That’s loneliness.

That’s your loneliness.

And inside of it,

that’s where you begin and end.