HisStory
Rock of all ages,
King of all stages,
Awesome in power, in honor, in gauges.
Lion of Judah,
Prince of all Heaven,
Created all things in day 6, rested 7.
Born of a virgin,
savior and servant,
name above all names, salvation determines.
Steal Kill Destroy
Eyes were upon me,
skin crawling on me,
uncomfortable,
without protection he’ll harm me.
Taking advantage,
taken for granted,
incomprehensible,
another touch, I can’t stand it.
Innocence stolen,
no longer golden,
irreversible,
youth betrayed, dead and molded.
Sweetest
That smile I saw, seen gratified draw, drawn up to the sky, sky high, high dive. Dove from above, above external love, lovely to behold, beholden probably bold. Embolden probably gold. Golden yet untold. Untold silent smile. Smile seen from a mile.
poem#12/12: thank you
thank you for showing me i still have my heart’s blood
left
to dip my pen into.
poem#11/12: out of time
there are things left unsaid
there’re colours left unseen
time – the ultimate thief and conman – shows you all
and then leaves you hobbled adn chained unable to reach as it runs out on you.
College Dreams
I will be gone in a year,
Progress is the only way to success
I will miss you but I have to move on with my life too.
I will visit every now and then.
Don’t make this harder than it has to be with all those tears.
It is the decision I have made.
Thank you for your support.
poem#10:bereft
he induced poetry in me.
reduced me to mere words
my love; my muse.
he lef tme nowhere to hide,
nowehere to find comfort
than where i’d always found them: in words.
i bled for him,
cried for him.
my heart and soul emptied out;
hollow,
empty
and now,
not even words left
to me anymore:
bereft.
Future Love
I will fall in love the day I see you.
You and all four of your paws,
Your big beautiful eyes will melt me like butter,
Your golden hair, will shine even on the gloomiest of days.
My future puppy.
My future love.
Autobiography of A Face.
My face has many flaws,
I am in no way perfect,
Nor do I strive to be.
I prefer no makeup.
I prefer a real face instead of hiding behind my insecurities.
Living versus Responsibilities
What’s happening?
I want to leave.
Why can’t I just go for it?
I want to just leave.
I want to be gone,
being responsible for everything…
Whether it is my fault or not!
I just want to live already!
I want to feel ALIVE!
I want to go to concerts,
Go take a hike on one of the eight wonders of the world,
Walk on the hills of the highest mountain
Scream as loud as I can!
Have a great time with friends,
Meet someone I can love,
Meet someone who can love me right.
Have my story to tell,
With many have twists and turns
but that’s the fun part of it I believe.
And even though it may turn out to be a large mess,
I know that it would be worth everything:
the travel,
the lust,
the fun,
the pain of love,
the education,
the hatred,
the flirtations,
the stressed out finals week,
the music,
the romance,
the anger,
the crazy deadlines,
the wondrous words that I write about the journey of my life
Is it selfish of me?
I don’t know.
I have responsibilities:
I have younger siblings,
I have a mother who needs me,
why does it have to be this way?
I feel like I am a financial burden.
I feel like I should just earn it all on my own.
I feel like this is done.