Self Taught

I learned that fear will get me nowhere and the simple art of raising my middle finger to someone or an idea or an object, makes me not so fearful anymore.

I learned that not everyone is going to like me

I learned that not everyone is impressed with my obnoxious personality, even though they should be

I learned how to listen to my voice, and relearned that my voice is one of the strongest parts of me

I learned that I am not a phase, not something I will get over

I learned how to sit in silence, with myself

I learned how to be okay, with me

I am self taught

 

The horizon is a doorway one may journey to

A place you will never arrive

And impossible to travel through

Somewhere over the threshold

(yes, sung exactly like the song

And later changed by Judy Garland to rainbow

Because she thought ‘threshold’ just felt wrong)

Now, as I was saying before over the threshold

There is a kingdom In the East

The kingdom ruled by a witch

The lands where tomorrow sleeps

And behind that land is the hallowed place

Where eternal westerday retreats

NAS Prompt 2

NAS  Prompt 2

I wake to a greeting: “Good Morning”

I am a happy and devoted Child of God,

and one of his gifts to me is a husband who greets me

with words in a tone that is pleasant.

 

Later the day, a friend seeks truth, “be honest”

“What would I do in her shoes?”

she is walking a sad road that is similar

but different to the road I’ve travelled

Feeling inadequate to give her strength

all I can do is describe the moments of hope

we felt at Hospice, when Mom’s time was dwindling

My friend trusts that she will also find those treasured moments

 

And at the close of that day,

In  the after hours of some instances of Grace,

and some wishes for do-overs,

I hear the promise of more challenges and chances tomorrow.

by Nancy Ann Smith

How are we all doing, guys?

I’ve been sat in my little apartment in London and I have to say, I’m struggling; not only physically (my bum has moulded to the duvet I’m sat on and feels like stone) but mentally, I’m definitely dipping. I am looking back over my work and wondering if the effort of today is worth it.

What’s even going to happen as a result of this? Does anyone have any plans for their work as a result of creating it?

Let me know!

<3 PJB

OH JESUS HEAR OUR PRAYERS

HOUR SIX

POEM # 6

24 HOUR

POEM

MARATHON

OH JESUS HEAR OUR PRAYERS

Monday’s here Call to Jesus

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Call to Jesus Call to Jesus

Tuesday’s here Forgive us Jesus

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Forgive us Jesus Forgive us Jesus

Wednesday’s here Go to Jesus

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Go to Jesus Go to Jesus

Thursday’s here Hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Hear our prayers Hear our prayers

Friday’s here Pray to Jesus

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Pray to Jesus Pray to Jesus

Saturday’s here Run to Jesus

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Run to Jesus Run to Jesus

Sunday’s here Sunday’s here

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Call to Jesus Call to Jesus

Forgive us Jesus Forgive us Jesus

Go to Jesus Go to Jesus

Pray to Jesus Pray to Jesus

Run to Jesus Run to Jesus

Hear our prayers Hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Oh Jesus hear our prayers

Hear our prayers Hear our prayers

Written by Carl Mann

The kurlman

6-13-2015

Mise-en-scène

The fields of sunlight-green go on forever,
The ancient arch reveals the rural scene
Containing countless shades of blue and green
Each leaf and blade of grass defined but never
Destroying harmony with one another
But delicately balancing between
Variety and unity of mien
A perfect patch of land, in perfect weather

Observing from the shadows, I remain
Detached and distant, in the cool, grey stone
As only those who stand without can claim,
Touched by the sight, held back from being home
In such a peaceful idyll, sad refrain:
Suspended on the threshold, standing alone.


Prompt:
Marathon prompt, hour six.
Form: Italian sonnet

Hour 6–The Hesperus Wrecked

It was a tragedy.

She was the captain’s daughter. She was found in the dim surf tied to the mast of the wreckage. Her bosom was white and her long hair swirling. I was 12 and a boy and the bosom thing is mostly what I remember and she was dead. Her father had tried to save her and thus killed her.

And I was dying up in front of the class. Miss Hepburn as our English teacher had made us each memorize two thousand lines of poetry. We had to recite on command. Procrastinator, I, I faltered badly there in the surf with the captain’s daughter. I couldn’t rescue her or myself. I couldn’t remember the words.

As if I had a choice I chose the greater humiliation. I broke down and sobbed there at the blackboard. Miss Hepburn told me to take my seat. I did so sloppily. Relieved it was over, I cried quietly at my desk. My colleagues were embarrassed. They backed away. Fear of contagion. The whole school would hear.

It was a tragedy. It was my introduction to poetry.

 

 

POEM 6-Burning question

Your warm voice is the secret passage

to your heart.

Is your frankness or your smile

that made me love you?

 

Is your light or even your shadows

that aroused my interest?

However, I am not complete without you

and I want you here, by the fire.