Inner Voices

Be careful how you speak to yourself!

That will never work;

you’ll look like a fool.

Don’t say that to yourself, you fool-

It’s a self-fulfilling prophecy.

It is just the truth, you fool

Makes no difference whether I say it or not.

But if you say you’re a fool, you’ll always be a fool

Even if you’re only a fool for saying it.

I’d rather look like a fool who knew they were a fool

Than one under any delusions!

But you’re deluded if you think you’re a fool,

And you’ve just wasted twenty minutes arguing with yourself about it- you idiot!

 

Soul Searching

You want to understand me

You want to wipe my tears

But you can’t defend me

Until you taste my fears

 

Racing with the tempest

Barely catch my breath

But it keeps me laughing

I must confess

 

I want to catch that thunder

Hold it in my arms

Use it every midnight

For all it’s wicked charms

 

Come, come inside my soul

Come and see the pain

It’s just like dancing

Dancing in tempest rain

 

“At 14 Victoria Road”

The hesitant knocking

Disturbed his slumber.

Opening the door,

He looked at the woman.

 

“Can you help me?” was her plea.

“I just need someone to talk to.”

In astonishment, all he could say was,

“I’m sorry. I cannot.”

 

He closed the door on her tears,

Surprised at his callousness.

Recalling his decision years later,

He always wondered what became of her.

Thank you my friend ..

My eyes were open
Brain was tired

Thought I will lost
everything desired

The goal was near
View seemed blurred

I was about to quit
When my nose picked

An aroma so tempting
That I couldn’t sit

My hands felt the warmth
Lips tasted sweet

It was a strong coffee
Whom I often meet

Oh! my dear coffee
You are the best

If you are beside me
We win every quest…

Seasons Change: 6AM post

The morning is clear

the air is crisp

Summer is fading

for autumn’s arrival

Still about a month away

Leaves turn an array of colors

some sooner than others.

(xxii)

intransigents in this ‘relating’ to her –

stone-cold catacombs of her heart;
the tortuous maze that is her glance,
and a half-smile playing on lilac lips….

specious like his words of seduction.

#23, Silly

You.

You are my laughter.

Tickles and fart jokes.

Finger in my nose.

Fingers on my feet.

Making me squirm and shriek.

Laughter twinkles through the bedroom doors.

You hold me down and put your ass on my arm and rip one.

Gross boy.

24 year old child.

You make me giggle like a 5 year old.

Wrestling matches under the covers.

We accidentally punch each other. Or pinch each other. Or push each other off the bed.

Someone’s glasses go flying off their face.

 

You make me live again.

You are life. You refuse to let me dry up and become a prune.

But your god damn ass stinks!!

 

Heart Beat

I’m tired and by far completely
Drained of all the things that make me
But my pen
Bleeds and
Bleeds and
Bleeds

Until I can feel
Alive again

Lub Dub Lub Dub Lub Dub

Taking on the characteristics of a
Heart
Pounding life
Supplying the necessary oxygen everywhere

Lub Dub Lub Dub

But it’s just a pen
Bleeding
For me

Lub Dub

Giving life
When I can’t find a way

Lub——

~.%

My Mind is a Mine of Gold

Hour 22 – 3:00 AM 

 

Who’s mine am I in?

Or, Who’s mind am I in?

These words look like coal.

Pressurized diamonds create images of old.

Jewels upon jewels, I’m scolded for all the gold.

Any two day pass created a new arrival.

Enterprise, and monopolies is how we compromise for survival.

To many robots playing the part.

How can we evolve, if we don’t know where to start.

– J.C.  ©