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fingers unwind, the very same that
caressed when intertwined, mine in yours.
and as we part, the halting caresses relive
the painful moments of canorous, crooning,
warbled words. wishful thoughts…
the very words, your dainty fingers, sometime
before this sepulchral silence,
on my gnarled and mottled skin, wrote.

inconvenience

it’s not wacky wednesday
but the tree is on fire
and somewhat upside down
but to extinguish
would be to electricute

it’s not manic monday
but it’s a housewide blackout
my internet
is disconnected at the root

it’s not freaky friday
but damn
I have to go
to the bathroom again
(for the third time this hour)

 

__ar.

(The prompt was to write about 3 inconvenient things that happened today. lol….)

Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep Poem 19

Now I lay me down to sleep

I jolt myself awake

Poetry looms before me now

Don’t fall asleep for God’s sake

 

Pull yourself up by your bootstraps

Or at least your comfy old socks

Don’t put your head down for even a sec

You know how it is with these clocks

 

Force your eyes open do whatever you can

To keep your lost focus alive

Push yourself a few hours more

A poem will soon be your last

 

Now I lay me down…oh no

Stay awake, alert, and strong

Find that voice those last few words

The muse will push you along

tangerine

she wore an orange silk camisole underneath her cotton blouse

making every breeze more interesting to those who stood over her

while she rode the bus from fayette to montford

and it had never dawned on her that anyone would even desire a peek

much less stare with bold eye or quick glance;

and the daisy dukes revealed the orange lace tap pants underneath.

she did it all so effortlessly that she sometimes forgot to be coy

and men would whistle and yell out to her-

but she’d never pause to acknowledge the attention-

walking in her sheer cotton blouse and daisy dukes

she felt like a girl again

and didn’t want to think about the water bill she had

left on the dresser

or the dead beat dad who came by once in a while-

here and now

she was independent and spontaneous-

unrestrained and immune to the world around her-

ripe like a tangerine.

Fairy Floss.

The words he spoke were fairy floss,
Their taste so sugary sweet,
You’d swear if it was possible,
They’d be all you’d ever eat,
But the thing with wads of fairy floss,
Is they’re always quick to melt,
Until you’re sticky with the memories,
Of the love you swore you felt,
And suddenly you see the truth,
You crave it less and less,
For a little sugar’s always nice,
But it isn’t worth the mess.

Autumn stream

Whereupon
You must tell them
‘Here stands my other son’

He loved you and
he held you dear
As Hercules held Uni dear
And nursed from her breast

And you, my dear
Who never would trouble herself
As the morning dawn
Is too cold and clear

You complain your fingers
Grow numb in the
late autumn stream

But I tell you,
What matters is that
As he sits
His back to you
Spine rigid
Heart broken

Tell him that
The stream never did matter
And that he is,
your other son

Poem 20

You were my friend
You were my bacon of the day
You made everything better
So what chanced
Was that you ignored me
Or took advantage of me
Possible that you looked at me like garbage
No it was that you walked away when I needed you most

Confidence

Confidence when the battle of fear

With one’s ego has been fought and won

Unity between head and heart brings

Self-love

And from this

Confidence glows from within

to the outside world

Touching all that you encounter

On your path

“Breakfast At Nine”

Before dawn breaks in Singapore,

The hunched, wizened figure,

Worn singlet already drenched in sweat,

Prepares his aromatic infusion.

 

A heady scent permeates the entire kitchen.

The brew of freshly grinded robusta,

Roasted with generous dollops of butter or margarine,

Drenched in hot water and poured

Through that well used, thin brown cloth sock

Into that bent, rusting pot with elongated spout,

Again and again,

Until the master brewer is satisfied.

 

The secret ‘kopi’ recipe,

Locked in the recesses of his mind,

is guarded zealously, and passed down

Only to one apprentice at a time (no more).

 

This perk-me-up never fails.

It is my wondrous drug of choice,

The rush that runs through my veins,

My elixir of life.