Lost

The dark beckons menacingly,

Trees intimidate with their size,

The quiet noises of the woods are so loud

I can hear myself breathing heavily, I think I am lost.

I AM AFRAID

But then, I see some light

The moon is visible like a ray of hope

Sensing my hesitation, lighting my way,

I can feel my breath again and I see the trees in a new light

The trees look protective instead

I FEEL HOPEFUL

 

Hour 1: Pinaceae

I wish I knew the name

Of the tree that shaped my youth

With her soft, crumbling bark

And long, strong branches

Leading me up, up, up

Like stairs of an ivory tower

 

Escaping into her arms

With never any fear for my safety

I knew she loved me

And would never let me fall

 

It’s never been within myself

That I could find freedom

Tethered to the ground

I ache to find my hands

Grasping for well-worn holds

Hour 1 (after Diana Khoi Nguyen)

We made an undulating landscape on the floor after the hard week

our bedraggled bodies propped on sofa pillows

plates of barely recognized food stuff in varying degrees of consumption

two roaming dogs attempting to lick plates clean

Around us sharp angles of squares and rectangles

mottled with yellowed photographs and meticulously crafted text blocks

that elicited occasional yelps and countless sighs

until our heads drooped but we would not arise

This is how she found us/ the past draped about us like a cloak”

Journeying Toward Sunrise

Journeying Toward Sunrise  (after Diana Khoi Nguyen)

Starting first in numb instinct, we knew only to move forward, always move forward

though no footprints came before ours, no stars could be seen through haze and fog,

not even owls’ hoots or trains’ whistles kept us company.

Still, we trailed, fingers and arms out before us — grasping into the pitch darkness

yet oddly grateful when nothing impeded any progress,

relieved when nothing swooped down.

Sunrise was waiting after all.

Even when we could not see each other, we knew sunrise still existed.

So on we plodded, stumbled, skipped when we could, danced in surprise, then returned to our

instinctive gait: clop clop clop,  muffled shuffles,  silenced footprints sinking deeply into snow.

This is how she found us, warmer from our efforts, finally able to see a destination,

still distanced yet walking together,

stars still in the sky – always above – now revealed

trains and owls breaking the stillness as we now see the trails we’ve been traveling.

Her form in the sound of hushed night, sunrise was waiting to greet us.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Image: Dirk Enwald

Poem 01

shove the babe

who leapt 

that nest

that fed

the fire

that boiled 

the pot

that scorched

the girl

that squeezed 

her heart

which broke

the bearings

that fixed 

the home

Poem for Hour One Image Prompt ” I Walk In”

Facing this challenge, I face my fear

what is it I hold so dear

and why am I afraid of where this road leads?

that I’ll dissolve in the dark and mist?

or that I’m afraid to be seen, afraid to be heard

because my words make no sense and move no one

as they barely move me

but still, I look for the light in the night

and to find my way and what I need to say

to open a rhythm that has not yet been sung

I’ve just begun

I walk in.

 

 

Nowhere

Lights in the city are hung from chains
The quiet bound with voices.
We step between the shadowed parks
Blind spots in a panopticon where
Uncaught by luminescent breath
We flee.

There is a bridge across the night
But it is garlanded with stars
To rob us of our twilight eyes.
Glittered reminiscence,
The sound of singing flows below
Unseen.

The rearing land is lined with trees
An all-embracing veil of black.
One lamp remains, the city’s hand,
A toll booth guarding nowhere,
We leave the past behind unpaid
And free.

Nocturnal Tapestries, Hour #1

Weave silvery strings of moonlit inspiration

Into nocturnal tapestries

 

Drape them over raw thoughts, memories, ideas…

Smoothing the jagged edges of consciousness

Into Poetic form

Or at least attempting…

Pulling illumination from the darkness behind stars

 

Words of wistful wisdom woven into the fabric of spacetime

Shrouding the true nature of all that is, was, and will ever be

The Truth blindingly beautiful in all its obscurity

Yet still unseen beneath these tapestries we weave

 

SPIRIT GATEWAY

 

PROMPT #1 – Hour 1

One way in, one way out

The cries of my family echo through dread forests

filled with rough graves

If I step on the road I will have to walk in

One way in, one way out

To leave is unlikely, many never

for those who are in, barricaded and staunch

listening to mortar pound their apartments

reducing to rubble cities of the ancients

In an effort to commit genocide

In an effort to wipe out all culture, all language, all men

Tanks rumble on the road of my family

I am stuck, gatekeeper of souls

As they try to leave I arrest them

weigh them against a single feather

and watch them fail.