A Closet

 

I am a closet
Just a hole carved
into a wall

Mostly ignored
often used
quite abused at times

Children play
in my depths
Hide and seek galore

Teenagers abuse me
hiding forbidden things
and tears of angst

Within my depths
items long forgotten
A prom dress and matching shoes

Maternity tops,
Halloween costumes,
boxes of photos and photos and moreo

Atop a shelf in the very back
a album thick with dust
carries pictures only of our time as us

Hour 19, It’s called home

I wish I could describe the place where I live
I should probably call it a…house?
Yes yes, the place where we live ought to be called a house
But will you still describe it as one
If it is halfway to being one?
Has been so for many years now
There are rooms, yes; too many of them
Curtains too many, to keep the world from knowing what goes on in here
Furniture everywhere with no actual value nor aesthetic sense
It exists just like us, the inhabitants of this house
The outside is as messy, as purposeless as the inside
Overgrown hedges and wild flowers
But still this is my house and my home
Cold and without semblance but still where
I will always be welcome and always feel at home…

Futures Taken Away

Futures Taken Away

Children are gifts

from the Divine Beings.

They are here to help

usher in new generations.

But they were not always seen

as the generations to come.

 

Even more so

if you were not white,

especially

if you were a pagan.

 

It was decided

that the devil

was the cause of it all

and the children’s souls

were corrupted

and needed to be “Fixed”.

 

That’s when soldiers marched in

and took all the kids

and shoved them into trains

to be carried away to a school.

 

There they were slapped,

kicked, yanked, cursed at

for talking their language.

Long hair was only for women,

so they chopped the boys hair

and forced to keep their mouths shut.

 

Many perished from heartache,

others endured

but were unrecognizable by their parents.

 

Those that passed

were buried in heaps

under their school,

as if they were

dust swept under a rug.

 

The future of Native Americans

and Canada became dimmer

as more children were dragged off.

The culture and language began to fade away.

 

Ghost of Past

Running with panted breathe

Umwilling to look back

Trying to escape, refuse to let this be my death

For enough of the nightmares that try to attack

I’ll run, I’ll leave

I’ll flee, I’ll grieve

For the past now set in stone

There’s nothing I can do to those evil and cunning

It’s done, I can’t rewind, there’s no safe time zone

So I’ll turn away, never look bac, and keep running

MY ZEN

The cool morning air against my face,
The chirping of the crickets my only companion.
I am at peace in my happy place,
Full of serenity and tranquility.
With each step I take,
I become lighter as the stress melts away.
By the time I reach my front door,
I am floating on air,
Calm,
Focused,
Centered,
Ready to take on the day.

23~6

trembling 

I crawl

     towards

     beautiful

          sparkling

          darkness

               trying

               desperately 

                    not

                    to fall

                         into

                         the void

                              of despair

Prompt 21

Running

 

Running
Out of time
We carry sand
In our pockets
Weighted with hope
We stumble
Grasping for more
But it is heavy
The sand spills
The clock quickens
And we find ourselves
Running
C. Churchill

The First Performance

cw: none

Singing alone
was very different
from singing in front of another:
when the canary finally sang again,
it sang in front of
those sweet, gentle hands,
its friends.
It was not lifted
and put to work,
but there was applause.
It thought, perhaps,
it could sing again.

Monumental

I have bound the sunset in a tower,
Scoured the beaches formed of oaken rain.
I have parted monumental shades of night
To find
Mirror cliffs, with mist all twisted into
Helical clouds pinned by opportunity,
And the forest of the lonely.

I have taken lightning in my hands
Without thunder,
I have pulled a thousand greedy fields
About my shoulders;
I have raised them up to dim the sun
And I have discarded them.

Where love has set the bounty of the orchard into furrows
I have sewn consummation, disarray.
And where time has thought to steal away unchecked,
I have given it a bell to spoil its hunt.