These fantasies of power.

Disturbing.

Fear of the dark,

Fear of the big kids who can  puy you in a locker r a garbage can .
As a big grown man it always wrenches me to learn the sense of physical danger that women live in and the fantasies of being able to control a physical situation with violence.

Violence I set aside as a strategy decades ago.
Disturbing to realize the grown man privilege of freedom from fear,